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December 14th, 2008
02:05 pm - HAHAHA I CANT BELIEVE IM DOING THIS
i cannot even BELIEVE im writing in this journal. I am 24 yrs old but i definately wanted to do it to bring back old memories. The last time i wrote in this was 2006 LMAO! almost 3 yrs ago... crazy!!!! welllllll since then, i've had a baby!!! Dante Vincente was born June 13th 2007. His father and i met in 2005 and had 2 of our own apartments between then. We broke up for good in november 2007 because of alot of lies and not-so-good things he was putting me through. I started going back out with Mike<3 Jan 2008! Hes been there for me and Dante through thick and thin. Mike and i have been through ALOT the past 6 yrs. Hes put up with my immature bullshit & i cant even believe alot of stuff i did to him in the past. I guess when your young you just dont understand and you just want & want. Its sooo weird! If you go to *ARCHIVE* on here, you can read bulletins from years ago i wrote on here LOL its sooo funny to look back on everything i've done & now how much i have changed since then. Its sooo weird after all the years go by how you and your friends just drift apart..... you all get older, get good jobs, settle down w/the boyfriend/hubby, have kids. but that doesnt mean that you still dont love each other! =) i have alot of friends out there who id do anything for if they called me even after 4 yrs! Life works in crazy ways. All the little girls i taught dance to have kids, its just sooooo weird! but anyways!!! mike and i live w/my parents right now. Hopefully bringing in the new year and finding an apt of our own & planning another baby for 2009! =) I am just soooo happy to have such a beautiful healthy little boy & a great boyfriend to wake up next to everyday. I am sooo grateful<3 wellllllllll ill update again when i have time to! =)
<3SHEENA
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May 14th, 2006
03:22 pm - HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEPHANIE!!!!!!!!!!!
well to start off, CINCO DE MAYO was the shitttttttttt!!!!! me, steph, leslie and jackie picked up michelle from natick. then we went to the project to kassims house and we chilled w/him and alex...alex stole my After Shock but thats ok i luv him. hes so awesome. on the way back to stoneham we were all singing songs and dancing. jackie ended up in her underwear cuz she spilled LQ on her skirt. leslie ended up in her bra lol poor michelle was in the back seat w/them lol. then we went to this kid teichs house from stoneham. i was BOMBED!!! i drank like 6 nips of after shock. i had soooo much fun!! i saw tommy there.... i havent seen him in everrrr!!!! it was sooo good 2 see him again. danielle came too!!! we were grinding w/each other then me n leslie danced together lol we took madddd pics!!! o man... mike picked me up @ like midnight @ that kids house and i fell FLAT on my FACE running to the car to see him. michelle legit PICKED ME UP and put me in my car hahaha o man. that was deff a night never to 4 get!!!!
LAST NITEEEEEEEE 5/13 we went out for stephs bday. me and cheri went to jackies house for a couple hrs to wait for steph 2 get there! we were all gettin readi n shit. stephanie n michelle came then me, cheri, michelle and steph all went to framingham to meet jessie & colleen then we went to TGI fridays to eat. my meal didnt end up coming but i got pretty damn buzzed. i had to Ultimate Electric Lemonades. We ALLLLL got served too it was great cuz they knew the waitress from school. hahahaha o man!! i had the girls ROLLING all night @ Fridays. we saw wheres waldo... haha this dude had his glasses taped n shit i was like "guys imma go up 2 him, poke him and be like, i found you" LMFAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahah they were dying!!! then i had chocolate cake in my teeth on purpose... i turned around and waved to maddd people. jessie && this girl colleen and michelle all took pictures of me. they were ROLLING!!!! the bus boy started to gag cuz of my teeth wen i waved to him which made us laugh even harder LMFAO!!! o man im so gross, i love every minute of it! after that, we drove to worcester to a girls strip club.. i got in free cuz im 21 :]:] the girls were all spanish n black.... there was 2 white girls and they were okay lookin but man. what a trip. im not prejudice but black poon is not cute. im sorry. its just not. but anyways. the girls there were cool (the strippers) they all talked to us ...they love it wen girls go there lol. all the boys were yelling every time a stripper danced in front of us!! they were like "YEAAAAAAAAAA" haha f'n pigs. boys r so damn gross haha!! they thought it was hott that 6 girls were in a girls strip club tho lol. then some dude got in a fight and punched the bouncer in the face. they couldnt get him out the door. there was legit like 7 bouncers on the dude. he was strong lol then some kid got a lap dance in the middle of the stage by 4 girls cuz it was his 21st bday hahaha i guess he had a girlfriend cuz the guy who worked there kept saying on the loud speaker "im telling rachel" it was horrible. id KILL my boyfriend. legit. but anyways it was a fun night. we got back to stoneham around 1:30, mike picked me up @ stephs...then me n mike went back to my house n didnt get home til 2:30 cuz the rain was soooooooooooo bad on the high way!!! u couldnt even SEE!!! ahh. but omg sooooo fun!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEPH-->TODAY!!! 5/14 *20*
i love you michaeL<3333 your my world
p.s. my parents are looking for a new house!!!! either in nashua NH (that way) or salisbury near hampton ... i cant wait!! me n mike r moving into the in-law part n gonna pay my parents rent!! :]:] &&& IM GOING TO SUMMA JAM 06*!!! I CANT WAIT TO SEE JUELZZZZZZ<333
Current Location: My House!! :]
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May 3rd, 2006
07:57 am - Wow.. long time no write!
well well wellllllllllll....i havent written in here in soooo long!!! Well to update everyone, i moved out of my house with my X boyfriend and made a few big mistakes of a life time. its really hard to trust some1 u love even if u think they have change. they havent. you cant teach an old dog new tricks. ive learned from my mistakes and i have moved on. it hurt alot at 1st but as time goes on, you realize you cant hold onto something that will never happen. ive grown up sooo much and have learnt soo much about life already! i havent been working since january. thats the 1st change about me. i ALWAYS work. ive been applying and applying now that i am back home. i hate not having money. it sucks. luckily, my awesome boyfriend spoils me and every last dime he has is spent on me. im not a gold digger, its just really nice to have a great boyfriend who thinks of u and cares about you! anyways... i had an interview the other day for a place to work with people with disabilities. id be working in residential areas...like going to peoples houses, and working with alot of males. i guess alot of females dont do that job but thats okay! i get along better w/guys anyways :] as most of you know, im back with mike. i got alot of CONGRATS and 2 people said "why".... "WHY?" because after ur with some1 who brings u down with them for a while, it feels good to know that u have some1 awesome STILL waiting for you, even after all the shit i put him through. mike is such a great kid. he really is. he does everything for me and thats y i love him so much. no guy today is like him. its sooo hard to find. i really am a lucky lucky girl! i couldnt thank god enough for bringing back mike into my life for the 100th time lol. i really hope things work this time. we've been doing awesome. his moms going away for 5 or 6 days so we're staying at his house 2night til wenever she comes home! partying up this weekend too.. of course! :]...im hoping i get a damn job soon cuz my bill for TMOBILE is $781.00 they charged me and mike each $200.00 for all the months we havent payed... i am so pissed off! im chillin w/stephanie again. im so xcited! i missed her soo damn much! we went to a few parties and had a couple sleep overs. i honestly could not ask for better friends! and i deff am happy i have all my friends back! ..ive been wanting to be with mike alot and i know that...but wen we're together we're so inseperable!.... i dont wanna leave his side. even wen he goes to work Lol. ive missed him so much!! but we can still chill w/whoever we want and obv have our friend time wenever needed! ...ive been tanning a few times..im hoping to get dark soon and ive been doing tae bo workout videos haha.... they really work i swear! and its sooo fun and soo much cheaper than the gym lol. i just wanted to update u guys....i miss writing in here lol ill be doing it alot more often!....well, ill ttu later! see yaaaaa
~*I LOVE YOU MIKEY<333*~
p.s. its sooo shitty out.. its makin me feel like shit butttt this weekend on sunday is the WALK FOR HUNGER!!!!!!!!!!!:] i cant fuckin wait<33333333
Current Location: My House:]
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January 1st, 2006
11:10 pm - Christmas && New Years
the weekend b4 christmas i have to juss tell u guys this!!! i had sooooo much fun!!! me n mike and karyn met mikes 3 boys @ good times and we watched the WWE on the big screen....me n karyn were sooooooooooooooooo drunk!!! i kept buyin her rum and coke so it wouldnt look obvious wut she was drinkin lol. that weekend also me n karyn and mike and his boy matt went to mikes and played like 3 board games together lol we were soooo bored but mike made the best of it in password.... MAGNIFICENT THE GREAT LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! o man....he can be such a dumb bum sometimes but i love him to DEATH lol...christmas was good...i slept over mikes house xmas eve...then we went to my house christmas day @ like 1ish. we had madddd ham and potatoes...thats really all i eat lol. but it was gooooood! i opened presents on new years eve... i got mad clothes...certificates and the digital camera i asked for :] well it turns out mikes digital was better than mine... anddd less expensive than mine...ask how that happens? but anyways i like his camera better and ive been usin it... so im deff bringing mine back n gettin his camera... last weekend was cool we went into boston... me,him,rich && my lil cuzin mikey... and we all went ice skatin @ frog pond... we had soooo much fun!!! ive never been there its kinda expensive but it was fun. new years weekend was the besttttttttttttttttttttt..... FRIDAY night (12/30/05) was siiiick... me, jillian, her boyfriend and my friend paul went to sports zone in dracut....its a bar but it has a dance floor n shit... we got there @ 10 and i didnt leave til 1230....i had 4 malibu w/pineapple i was goneeeeeeeeee... i had sooo much fun... me n jillian TORE UP the dance floor and danced w/each other like alllll nite.. i didnt wanna leave but paul wanted to so we left. saturday night...me, mike, jillian and her man went to some fancy restaurant in chelmsford...it was like $80 for me and mikes meal together... i was like damn but we had a good time. then me n mike juss went back 2 my house for new years eve and drank w/my parents. my aunt, uncle and cuzin were there too. we had an alright time. last new years *2005* was wayyyy better cuz i had people over. but its ok. im gunna forget EVERYTHING that happened in *2005* cuz it was a wicked sucky year for me...and im bringing in the new *2006* ... no more drama and lies... im done w/it all. so anyways! sunday (yesterday) we didnt realli do anything we watched the business for my dad..then me n mike went to his house and saw four brothers... SOOOOOO GOOOD!!! not better than 40 yr old virgin but soooo good! then last nite i took karyn to RAIN (bar/club) in malden next to townline for her 21st birthday cuz yesterday was her birthday and we had the WORST TIME!!!! they played disco music and there was only 6 other people there....they said its usually busy on fridays and saturdays...sooo w/e we had like 3 drinks each then mike and his boys picked us up @ 11:00 and we all went to fridays last nite @ 11 haha!!! o man! i got some other drink @ TGI fridays... i was half in the bag... im gettin better cuz i drink so much now my bodys lettin me drink more haha! im so prouddddddddd :]~ so yeah me n mike slept @ his house and now im @ the business again watchin it for my dad... my grandmothers in the hospital she had a stroke this morning :'[ the ambulance was @ my house this morning wen me n mike rolled up there. it sucks. shes not going to make it much longer... :'[ bleh!! i know all my friends will be @ her wake and funeral tho cuz they alllll love heR!! :] .....i dunno, lifes so damn weird! anywaysssss...ill write soon... juss wanted to update a little! ...byeeee<333
*Sheena Lea*
i love you michaeL<333 i honestly couldn't ask for anyone better...i wish i could go back in time and make things right in the 1st place.... *WE BELONG TOGETHER* 9*6*02 babyyyy<33
p.s. mike got me a prettyyyy ring for xmas :]~ every1 already knows i think... lol and i bought him 2 pairs of pants, 2 shirts and a hat. we had a little christmas this year but its ok every time we get paid we share our money.... we're going to open a joint account to save up for an apartment in like april.... that should be fun! :]&& we've been talkin about babies too... im old enough now and know what i want... im almost positive im ready, but we'll see!!!
<3 yas!!!
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December 9th, 2005
03:51 pm - WOWIEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
havent written in here in soooooooooo long!!! ahhh i love online journals lololz.... welllll i turned 21!! it was great.... my bday was on a monday so it kinda sucked... but saturday night the 19th me n 15 of my girls went to fire n ice in boston...it was awesome!!! the waitor was awesome.. he knew i wasnt 21 yet and let me drink....i had 2 drinks that nite.. i got a hugeee cake from my girls and a few presents... it was great to get out and get every1 together! :] sunday night @ midnite i went into boston w/amanda V and they wouldnt let me drink cuz my license expired on my bday and plus 12 midnite is still considered saturday to them.... bleh w/e.. i was so upset... so dont ever go 2 jillians in boston lol... but i went monday n renewed my license.... i finally got the plastic in the mail lol... i kept having to use the paper ID im surprised alot of places accepted it!
anywayssssssss the past week (since last friday) ive been in the hospital. last friday night me, jillian, her man and my friend paul (my x) all went to dracut to this bar... well, paul 4 got his wallet so we couldnt get in.... that nite i got rushed to the hospital cuz of head pain.... they gave me medicine, took cat scans on my head, and EKG (heart) and told me everything was fine. they wanted to give me a spinal tap (the hugeee needle in ur spine) to see if i had meningitis or an aurisum that was leaking... ididnt want it cuz i was w/mike that night n not my parents n the side effects were heart attack, stroke etc... all main shit so i got scared. the weekend i was still hurtin so monday i called outta work n went back to the ER... this time w/my parents so i got the spinal tap done... it came out normal. they gave me percocets and sent me home again after stayin there for 9 hrs. i was okay but the doc in the ER wrote me a note to stay out of work til wednesday...so i stayed home... thursday (yesterday) i tried to go back to work... my head was pounding pounding even more!!! so i started to throw up...i threw up from 8am-130pm!!! my boss wouldnt let me leave til she was done covering breaks... i was so pissed!!! so i threw up about 18 times... every 5 mins i was throwin up bile cuz theres nuthin in my system.... theyre juss walkin by watchin me... no1 cared... im like wowwww dude!! soooo my dad picked me up @ work @ 130 n we went rite to the ER... i threw up 4 times on the way there kept askin the poor thing to pull over.... i was so scared... the last time i threw up was wen i was 7!!! cept for wen i was 17 but that was cuz my appendix was about 2 burst.. of course id throw up! but anywayssss...so i stayed over nite last nite......my dad n mike came late last nite @ like 8 and saw me... mike showed up w/flowerssss awww lol. mike stayed til 11... my parents left @ like 10... they put me in the pediatrics unit.... i made friends with my room mate... shes from winchester shes 20 and gettin her appendix out 2morrow... her n her mom were realli nice.. they know like my whole life story lol!! i dont hold back on ne thing.. im very open lol. well now im on muscle relaxers n percocet still... i dunno wuts goin on!! i dont feel any better.. they say its stress.... OH YAH!!! I HAVENT SMOKED A CIGG IN A WEEK FROM TODAY!!! NOT ONE!!!!!!!!!!! and i havent drank diet pepsi in a week from today... i stopped EVERYTHING on friday night.. thats how sick i was :[ :[ but every1s proud of me for the smokin thing.. im proud too!!! so the doctors ended up tellin me its cuz i quit smokin & quit drinkin caffeine... they said my bodys in shock rite now... which sounds believable i mean i drank 4-6 diet pepsis a DAY! and smoked almost a pack a day... so i can imagine... plus im stressed...at least im okay tho!!!..... christmas is soon i cant wait!! :] :]luckily im not in thehospital for that... oh boyyy!! well, thats it. my little updation....comment only good things or it WILL be erased so dont waste ur time.... love you all<3333
*Sheena*
p.s. im single as of now.... ive been single for about a month almost....my break up was a hard one this time w/mark i think thats y im stressed... plus work n stuff... but love realli gets to me... i juss live by this ~*life goes on*~... rite now me n mike r a thing i guess.. we're gonna wait a bit n see how things work out tho... dont wanna rush into ne thing... but i do adore him and he does EVERYTHING for me...it couldnt get better than him... TRUST ME!!!! ....god knows i needed something good in my life cuz ive been thru hell w/guys!!!
check out my subprofile in my AIM profile too lol i felt like bein a little kid again n makin one :] im not done w/it yet tho!
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July 7th, 2005
09:29 pm - Survey From One Of My Other Journal Entrys but i obv re-did it lol
Basics
1. Name: Sheena Lea
2. Nickname(s): ShLea
3. I Popped Out of my Mommy's tummy: nov 21st ... imma b 21 in fuckin 4 months LOL wooo
4. Favorite day: friday & saturday
5. Where were you born: malden
6. Location right now: tewksbury...its kinda chill.. i dont know ne1 no1 gets in my bizz
7. Shoe size: 9
8. How many piercings?: belly button, nose and ears like 3 times each
9. Tattoos?: 3
1o. When you wake up you're: in a good mood cuz i wake up next to my baby<33 *mark*
11. When you’re about to sleep you`re: tiredddddd and i like my babys ass n back rubs ;]
12. Zodiac sign: Scorpio... yeahhh baby u know it! scorpios rule :]
13. Chinese sign: i dunno
14. Righty or Lefty: righty babyy :]
15. Innie or Outie: innie outties r uglyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy *hehe*
16. School: graduated *2002* dayum i feel old lol
Looks
17. Nationality: irish & italian babyyyyyyyyyyyyy but i like bein irish more :]
18. Hair color: brown w/highlights
19. Eye color: brown ickyyyy
2o. Weight: haha :[ dont wanna say im a fat ass
21. Height: 5'4
22. Braces?: nope
23. Glasses?: contacts
Private Life
24. Do you have a bf/gf?: yup....MARRRRRRRRRRRRK
25. If so, who?:
26. If not, do you have a crush on someone?:
27. Who has a crush on you?: dum dum dummmmmmmmmmmmmmm... i dunno lol
28. Ever cheated on your bf/gf?: uhhh not this guy<33 i love him
29. Who was your first kiss: ehhh this dude billy.. but i realli dont care lol
3o. Who was your last: marky<33
31. Are you a virgin?: HA! good one
32. Ever had a threesome before?: im allllllll set...
33. If you could have sex with anyone, who would that be?: i dont dream about ppl i cant get or that r on TV i aint desperate :]
34. Have you ever been in love?: yeah and i still am<33
35. Broken any hearts?: many :-/ ahhhh that was wen i was immature tho
36. Got your heart broken?: only by one person but a million times... realli dont care ne more tho lol
37. Ever liked a friend?: no
38. What happened?: cant go out w.friends it fucks up ur friendship if uz 2 break up
Past Relationships
39. How many relationships have you been in: real ones??? 4
40. How many were serious enough to count: 3
41. Who were those serious ones: ehh every1 knows... realli dont care
42. Funnest hook-ups: dont hook up w/ppl... sry
43. What made them different:
44. What happened:
45. Best boy/girlfriend: MARK<333
46. Worst boy/girlfriend: i cant say that on here...
47. Ever been kissed: DUH
48. Who do you want back: no1 AT ALL
49. Who do you regret: a few people
5o. Why: too controlling n immature
Favorites
51. Song: too many 2 name
52. Movie: white chicks, coach carter,love & basketball & the notebook
53. Food: pizza
54. Drink: diet pepsi
55. Store: LA SENZA, VICTORIA SECRET, CHARLOTTE RUSSE, JC PENNY
56. Television show: dont watch it
57. Holiday: valentines day gotta love it! and of course my bday n christmas n thanks giving haha!
58. Book: dont read
59. Ice cream: TURKEY HILL--> PARTY CAKE!! sooooo good!
6o. Candy: reeses & kit kat
61. Chip: ruffles.. bombbbbbb
62. Type of music: r&b & rap
63. Artist: eminem, luda, diplomats (s.a.n.t.a.n.a *hehe* mark)
64. Word: shut the fuck up (cuz im ALWAYS rite) ;]
65. Time of day: bed time aka cuddle time<3 awwww
66. Dressing: Italian
67. Alcoholic drink: MALIBU w/coconut and pineapple juice MMMMMMMMMM n of course any kind of smirnoff or mikes lol
68. Color(s): pink n white
69. Piece of clothing: cute pants :]
7o. Character: angelica... cuz shes a bitch like me 0=]
71. Smell: AXE n giorgio armani mmmmmmmmmm
72. Shampoo: pantene
73. Soap: Coast
74. Smiley: :]
75. Board game: scatergories & candy land
76. Sport: baseball to watch
77. Number: 8 & 69
78. Quote:
79. Animal: puppys & kittys
8o. Actor: dont have 1
81. Actress: dont have 1
82. Vegetable: carrots & green beans
83. Fruit: kiwi & canteloupe
84. Place to be: in my bed under my covers
85. Thing in your room: my pictures :]
86. Gum: winterfresh
87. Shape: hearts, OBSESSED w/them!
88. Country: europe
89. Mall: rockingham & square 1
9o. Car: SPIDER ECLIPSE or MUSTANG
91. Boy`s name: damien
92. Girl`s name: Mackenzie
93. Family member: momma dukes
94. Restaurant: OUTBACKKKKKKKKKKKKK
95. Movie place: woburn lol or NETFLIX
96. Person to go to the movies with: boyfriend<3
97. Noise: kishezzzZzzZ :]
98. Brand of shoe: volatile or my candies boots :]
99. Brand of clothing: brand name... or no buy (usually)
1o0. Body part of a chicken: WTFFFFFFFFFFF LMFAO
101. Swear word: FUCK YOU!
102. Month: December (xmas)
103. Possession: computer
104. Team: red sox
105. Season: summer
106. Radio station: 94.5
107. Magazine: dont read em
108. Favorite grade: my fav was deff 12th lol
109. Least favorite grade: 4th omg soooo hard
11o. Teacher: MR SEIP AND MR NELSON omggggggggg
111. Least favorite teacher: DR BURKE
112. Subject: lunch
113. Subject to talk about: boyfriends, sex ETC..
Family
114. Who`s your mom?: nancy
115. Who`s your dad?: eddie
116. Any step-parents?: no
117. Any brothers?: 1
118. Any sisters?: hell no thank GOD
119. Most annoying family member: my brother
12o. Coolest: my dad but sometimes my mom
121. Loudest: DAD
122. Best relative: relatives SUCK
123. Worse relative: :-x
124. Do you get along with your parents?: yeah
125. With your siblings?: sorta
126. Does anyone understand you?: hell no no1 ever will unless theyre ME
127. Do you have any pets?: my kitty
128. If so, what kind and name?: bonkers (but we call him kitty)
129. If not, what do you want as a pet?: i want a doggie :(
13o. Can I be a part of your family?: do i know you?!?!
School
131. Are you still in school?: nope
132. Did you drop out?: nope
133. Your current GPA: hahaha 1.8 yeah melrose high!
134. Do you buy or bring lunch?: i BOUGHT lunch
135. ABC`s?: mmhmm yup
136. Favorite class: english & science
137. Play any sports at school?: nah did cheerleading for a bit
138. Are you popular?: i WAS junior and senior yr... now... HA! theres no such thing as popular and not popular wen ur outta school i LOVEEEEEEEEEEEE it!! cuz now every1 who said shit about me is workin @ dunkin donuts moppin floors w/2 kids of their own hahahaha! watta life huh?! imma loser tho rite?? LMAO
139. Favorite memory: being little w/no worries in the world
14o. Most humiliating moment: o man...tOOOOOOO MANY!
141. Most funniest moment: if ur with me..its a funni moment cuz im funni :]
142. Most scared moment: car accident w/hickey n kelz :[ april 04*
143. Your first friend in school: amanda vickers ahhh my babiii girl!!
144. Are you still friends with that person?: yeppppp always will be cuz im the godmother of her BEAUTIFUL babi boy... JACOB!! 4*28*05 :]
What do you think of when you hear..
145. Chicken: fingers
146. Dog: puppyyyyyy
147. Christina Aguilera: ewwwwww
148. Ricky Martin: gayyyyyyyy
149. 50 cent: hott bod
15o. Poop: ew
151. Beach: hampton, to many good times lol
152. Desert: too hot 4 me
153. Water: pool
154. Osama Bin Ladin: shoot him.. NOW!
155. Love: Marky P<33333
156. Your little brother or sister: My Best Bud
157. Butt: ciggarette
158. Clowns: stupid
159. Wonder: about my future
16o. Brown: i look good in brown :]
161. Banana: i love em but dont eat em @ nite... the squitos get u!
162. Sex: i love it<33 especially w/my hunni<3
163. Parents: mom dukes
164. Homosexuals: theyre all dope... but GAY...wat a waste!! SUCKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
165. God: i believe in that man
Do you believe in..
166. God: ya
167. Heaven: ya
168. Devil: nope
169. Hell: nope
17o: Boogy man: no lmfao wtf
171. Closet Monsters: no
172. Fortune tellings: course! im a scorpio :]
173. Magic: yeah
174. Love at first sight: it could happen... yeah
175. Ghosts: yeah
176. Voo-doo dolls: ehhh sometimes
177. Reincarnation: yes...watch the reincarnation of peter proud and tell me u dont fuckin believe
178. Yourself: nahhh
Do you..
179. Smoke: yes ciggz only!
18o. Do drugs: hell no
181. Drink alcohol: ocassionally
182. Cuss: all the fuckin time
183. Sing in the shower: of course
184. Like school: eh... i would go back inna heart beat
185. Want to get married: yessss soon!!
186. Type with all of your fingers: no.. but i dont look @ the keys n dont have my hands on ASDF JKL: hahaha! yeah computer class
187. Think you`re attractive: nopeeeeeRrRrrZ!
188. Drink and drive: fuck no
189. Snore: little tiny snores... my baby says its cute<33 :]
19o. Sleep walk: no
191. Like watching sunrises and sunsets: awww<3
Have you ever
192. Flashed someone: NOOO NOT ME!
193. Gotten so drunk til you threw up everywhere: nope
194. Told that person how you felt: yesum
195. Been arrested: nooo
196. Gone to jail or juve: noooo
197. Skateboarded: attempted yes.. i suck
198. Skinny dipped: no :[
199. Rock climbed: nooo
2o0. Killed someone: no way
201. Watched porn: yeah dont need it now tho :]
202. Gone on a road trip: nope...
203. Went out of the country: yesssssss..EUROPE BABY WOOOOOOOOOOO
204. Talked back to an adult: nah i respect adults
205. Broken a law: yesum
206. Got pulled over: tons of times
207. Tried killing yourself: no
208: Cried to get out of trouble: course
209. Let a friend cry on your shoulder: alwaysss
21o. Kissed a brother`s or sister`s friend: ew no
211. Kissed a friend`s brother or sister: noooooooo
212. Dropped something on the floor and let someone eat it anyways: grosssssss
213. Moon someone: juss my grandmother cuz she thinks its HILARIOUS haha
214. Shop-lifted: yea
215. Worked at Mc. Donald`s: no more class than that... sry
216. Eaten a dog: EWWWWW
217. Give money to a homeless person: yeah theyre ADORABLE!~! lol
218. Glued your hand to yourself: nooo
219. Kissed someone of the same sex: yah :]
22o. Had a one night stand: noooo way!
221. Smoked: weed? no
222. Done drugs: nope
223. Lose a friend because of your ex: yep many of them
224. Slap someone for being stupid: yeh
225. Had cyber sex: .. long time ago!
226. Wish you were the opposite sex: course.. they have it so easy
227. Caught someone doing something: no
228. Played a game that removes clothing: yesum...strip poker
229. Cried during a movie: i cry if a fuckin ambulance drives by me on the highway... no joke
23o. Cried over someone: YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
231. Wanted to hook up with a friend: noperz
232. Hooked up with someone you barely met: yep...
233. Ran away from home: hahaha yeah lol
234. Cheated on a test: yes
Would you
235. Bungee jump: i want to
236. Sky dive: nah
237. Swim with dolphins: i wannaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
238. Steal a friend`s bf or gf: nope
239. Try to be the opposite sex: fuck... no
24o. Lie to the police: i would
241. Run from the police: yeah haha wen i was like 14
242. Lie to your parents: yesum
243. Backstab a friend for your own well being: no
244. Be an exotic dancer: nooo
245. Fuck a donkey for 1,000,000: noooooooooooo
Are you
246. Shy: nope
247. Loud: yessssssss
248. Nice: certain people
249: Outgoing: veryyyyyy
25o: Quiet: sometimes
251. Mean: somtimes
252. Emotional: yesummmm
253. Sensitive: wickeD!
254. Gay: nope
255. Strong: sometimes..
256. Weak: sometimes
257. Caring: very
258. Dangerous: ummm sometimes lol
259. Crazy: very very crazy lol
26o. Spontaneous: yeah
261. Funny: ya
262. Sweet: yes
263. Sharing: ya
264. Responsible: ehhh
265. Trustworthy: yeahhhh
266. Open-minded: yesssss
267. Creative: lol extreamly
268. Cute: *hehe* :]
269. Slick: :]
27o. Smart: street smart.. not book lol
271. Dumb: course
272. Evil: yep
273. Ghetto: not ghetto but i aint no snob either
274. Classy: nooo
275. Photogenic: eh..
276. Dependable: yes
277. Greedy: not realli
278. Ugly: u tell me
279. Messy: very!
28o. Neat: ehh sometimes
281. Perverted: very
282. Silly: extreamly
283. A Bitch: every girl is
284. A Good Listener: yeah
285. A Fighter: yes, if its for a good reason
286. A Party Animal: nah not @ all
287. A Game Freak: depends on wut game
288. A Computer Freak: yea lol
Future
289. Dream job: my own daycare
29o. Dream house: a mansion
292. Kids: 3 kids
293. Names: mikayla, mackenzie, jonathan damien and josh
294. Pets: a dog
295. Car: eclipse
296. Age you would want to get married: liek now
297. Best Man/Bride`s Maid: maids of honor- amanda and cheri
298. Honeymoon: cali or out of the US
The Last
325. Thing you ate: pizza
326. Thing you drank: diet pepsi
327. Thing you wore: skirt N tube top
328. Thing you did: went to the bizz w/my manZ<3
329. Place you went: stoneham
33o. Thing you got pierced or tattooed: playboy bunni tatty
331. Person you saw: my babys @ the daycareeeee
332. Person you hugged: mark<3
333. Person you kissed: mark<33
334. Person you fucked: mark<333
335. Person you talked to online: annmarie
336. Person you talked to on the phone: cheri
337. Song you heard: misssyyyyyyyy
338. Show you saw: red sox game
339. Time you faught with your parents: my dad.. everyday
34o. Time you faught with a friend: havent
341. Words you said: i love you
342. Party you went to: in worcester March 05 :] where i 1st went w/my baby wen we were juss talkin<3
Now
343. What are you eating: nada
344. What are you drinking: nuthin
345. What are you thinking: nuthin
346. What are you wearing: my ducky pjs :]
347. What are you doing: gettin bored with this thing
348. Any shoes on: SOCKLESS
349. Hair: straight,down
35o. Mood: happy
351. Listening to: mark burping lol
352. Talking to anyone: no
353. Watching anything: just this computer screen
Yes or No
354. Are you a vegetarian: nope
355. Are you a carnivore: yes
356. Are you heterosexual: yes
357. Do you like penguins: no
358. Do you write poetry: yes not so much anymore but i use to ALOT
359. Do you see stupid people: no
36o. You + Me = Us: Sheena + Mark=Always ...Ya :]
361. Do you like the Osbournes: not ne more.. ew theyre skeezy
362. Can you see flying pigs: wtf
363. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: nooooo
364. Are you from Afghanistan: nope lol
365. Is Christina Aguilera ugly: umm yeah shes fuckin gross and soooo over rated... now jessica simpson thats another story
366. Are you a zombie: in the morning
367. Am i annoying you: kinda
368. Do you bite your nails: nope have fake ones on :]
369. Can you cross your eyes: yesum
37o. Do you make your bed in the morning: no
371. Have you touched someone`s private part: duh
This or That
372. Winter or Summer: summer
373. Spring or Fall: spring
374. Shakira or Britney: shakira
375. MTV or VH1: mtv
376. Black or White: white
377. Yellow or Pink:: pink!
378. Football or Basketball: basketball
379. Cellphone or Pager: cellphone
38o. Pen or Pencil: pen (only blue)
381. Cold or Hot: hott
382. Tattooes or Piercings: tats
383. Inside or Outside: inside
384. Weed or Alcohol: LQ
385. Coke or Pepsi: diet pepsi
386. Tape or Glue: tape
387. Mc. Donald`s or BK: BK!
Random..
396. Do you have a website: yeah a few
397. Current weather right now: cold as shit... its supposta b summa time
398. Current time: 10pm
399. Any shout outs: i love mark<333
4o0. Last thoughts: i can't belive it did this whole thing....
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July 4th, 2005
02:41 pm - Happy 4th Of July!!!
wellllll i had a great weekend this weekend. Thursday me n melissa went to the mall.. i did a little shoppin...i got some cute pink capris and a cute white tank top and some cute sandals @ target. i havent seen melissa in eva! it was good to catch up w/her. Friday me n mark juss stayed in and did the usual... talk... play our little board game ;] haha! then Saturday mornin we all woke up early... me, mark<3, my mom, dad, grandmother, aunt, her boyfriend and his son went to my uncles 1.4 million dollar house in york beach maine. its rite on the water.. it was beautiful. we ate n chilled w/my dads side of the family there. we stayed for a couple hours then me mark n my mom drove 30 mins to my aunt n uncles house in Sanford Maine n we stayed there saturday-monday (this mornin).... saturday night we went to beech ridge and watched the stock car races...it was fun. then sunday (yesterday) me n mark chilled in my aunts pool all day n got sun burned :] ahhh<33 i love this weather lol ...im too white cuz i work full time so i like never see the sun. ive been tryna lay out every weekend to get tanned lol then last nite we drank n sat around my uncles little fire pit lol and we got to see fire works from there house... it was fun.... we woke up @ 630 this mornin to drive home to beat the traffic. wen we got home me n mark took a nap until 1230 this afternoon! :] now my aunt n uncle r here n we juss ate all kinds of food... this weekend has been great :].... 2morrow i start my new job in bedford... imma work in bedford from now on my daycare in billerica officially closed on friday :[ i had some tears... but i got some nice presents from the parents in the infant room :] ...me n mark r still gonna get the apartment august 1st... i cant wait to move out n start my life :] this sunday is amandas babys baptism ill officially be his godmother on sunday... :] i cant wait! .....well, thats it for now...ill update prob next weekend if ne thing exciting happens.... <3 yas
Mark<33 i love you sooo much babiii<33 your my world....cant wait to start my life with you... i love you sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much!!!
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June 14th, 2005
07:13 pm - WOWIE!!!!!! long time no write..
wowwwwww...where do i start?!?! welllllllllll...as most people know... i met a new boyyyyy<33 hes from framingham i met him through stephanie... we've been together since march 18th but been goin out since april 3rd :] yup! we are madly in loveeeee and i know its soon but we're moving into our new apartment on august 1st :] i cant waittttt...its in billerica....its $950...he actualli lives w/me now in tewksbury...he juss got a job in NH.. hes gonna get $400 a week... thats more than me!!! my daycare is closing july 1st in billerica but we're moving to bedford...i got a raise... i make $12 which is completely awesome bcuz october 04 i started off @ $8.75 so i must b doin sumthin right... :] soooo yeah i cant wait 2 move in here n start my life w/him. ive been waiting to start my life for a while juss havent found some1 to do it w/yet. or some1 who knew wut they wanted and was readi....well, i found him and im happy as hell..*mark*<33 :] my mom n dad r giving us the couch set downstairs for our living room...its blue... my aunts givin us a kitchen set and i get to take my bedroom set which is a queen size bed, a dresser and a bureau....we made out pretty good. thank god cuz everythings so expensive today. so yeah july 5th i start in bedford...same company just a different location. im pumped i get my own infant room... which i alreadi have in billerica but still lol. the girls who alreadi work there arent too thrilled about my center going to theirs but its not a choice.... i work w/9 girls in billerica and only 4 of us r going to bedford.... every1 else cant cuz the drive is too far for them :[ ...but we'll keep in touch.... we actualli all juss went out to eat together last friday in boston at Fire N Ice...it was cool..i never been there b4 that was my 1st time and it was pretty fun... u pick out all ur raw food then they cook it in front of u on a big grill. neeee wayyssss.... amanda moved back down to mass... she lives in melrose again.... she moved back from las vegas... i dont think shes too thrilled but thats ok i am :] :] we've been friends since 4th grade... 12 yrs is a long time to have a best friend especially if u 2 kept in touch for the years u missed out on seeing each other.... so monday (yesterday) i went into work from 2-6 in the morning i met her grandparents and we went to go get her @ logan....by the wayyyyy she had a babyyyy who is my god son his name is jacob tyler... hes 7 weeks old rite now and hes the tiniest thing everrrrrrrrrr i love himmmmm<33333 after we picked her n the baby up her grandparents took us out 2 breakfast....theyre so awesome... then we went back to amandas house (shes gonna live w/her grandparents for now) so we went there n i played w/the baby for hours...made him laugh n smile....oh mannn hes the cutest... i bought him a phat farm outfit...a celtics jersey and a red sox outfit w/some little socks....amanda lovedddddd them..... then mark<33 picked me up @ her house @ 1 n brought me 2 work.... yeah, my cars in louisiana rite now my brother went to go see some chick he met n fell in love w/over the internet...she lives there.... him n his boy kyle took my car sat night... they drove straight there n got there sunday night.... i miss my bruddaaaaa :[ lol... o welllll....thats my crazy life :] juss wanted to update... ill prob start writing in here more now that im happy n gettin my life on track... <3 yas!!!
SUMMA JAM 05--> alesea, annmarie N Amanda..... good times... game was the best :] :]
CHERI!!! CANT WAIT BABYYYYY WE'RE GOING TO ANGER MANAGEMENT 3 AUGUST 10TH!!!!! EMINEM<333 :]
Mark... i couldnt ask for any other.. i love you with all of my heart baby<33 we're destined to be together.. your the best boyfriend a girl could ask for... i wouldnt want anyone elseeeeeeeeeeeeee to share my life with.... your it babii boii<33 i love you more than everrrrr :]
*cRazzzeeEeEe For Youuuuuuuuuuuuuu*
-->Baby Im Amazed By You<-- me n marks wedding song ;] hehe
Current Mood: loved
Current Music: Get It Poppin
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April 13th, 2005
08:07 pm - yo
havent written in here foreverrrrrrrrrr
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February 16th, 2005
06:45 pm
A is for age: 20... 21 in 9 months :]
B is for boyfriend: michaeL<33... fiance
C is for career: i am currently an infant teacher and have my own room... god i love my babys<3
D is for dad's name: eddie
E is for essential item to bring to a party: music
F is for favorite song at the moment: Luda-Get Back
G is for girlfriend: hmmm lets seeeeeeee... imma chickieee :]
H is for hometown: TOOKS eww!
I is for instruments you play: not into the whole dorkestra thing
J is for jam or jelly you like: jelly-grape will do :]
K is for kids: 2-3 hopefulli soon
L is for living arrangements: dad mom brother grandmother... mostly mike and cant 4get my kitty
M is for mom's name: Nancy
N is for name of your best friend: Amanda
O is for overnight hospital stays: ohhh boyy... 2 weeks melrose wakefield :[
P is for phobia[s]: TICKS #1, SPIDERS and DEATH
Q is for quote you like: "if u dont like me, blow me" -EM
R is for relationship that lasted the longest: bblehhh 6 longgggggggg painful years... *shane*
S is for sexual position: DOGGY STYLE wooooooop!
T is for time you wake up: ehh for work EVERYDAY @ 5:45 guta be there @ 6:30
U is for unique trait: i can make myself into a pretzel haha!!! boys like it ;]
V is for vegetable you love: green beans & carrots mmmmmmmm
W is for worst habit: worryin & biting my nails
X is for x-rays you've had: hmmmm TONS!!! yeah... got my appendix out... imagine all those xrays
Y is for yummy food you make: GRILLED CHEESE... i make the ILLLLL grilled cheese haha i cant cook for SHIT!
Z is for zodiac sign: Scorpio baby mmmmm! *RawWr*
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February 13th, 2005
06:24 pm - welll HELLO THERE lol
omgggggggg this soooo isnt like me to not write lol. i havent wrote in it a month from today... wow! welllllllllllllllll everythings goin good... me n mike r workin things out rite now... we got back together, yeah i deff couldnt live w/out him... goin from being engaged to broken up w/out him was juss weird. well, happy new year lol i decided to set things off on the right foot... i signed up for curves.. i go on mondays, tuesdays, thursdays and saturdays. me n my mom go.. i love it. i signed up for tannin.. i went 7 times already and im pretty dark... its great :] anddd i got my hair highlighted and cut...its like shoulder length now... i dont think its ever been this short but i wanted sumthin different...ya know? i got this wickedddd cute lingerie outfit from spencers... it costed me $45 playboy outfit... sooo hott!! imma lose some weight 1st... mike thinks its hott on me but im too self-concious. anyways!! i dont realli talk 2 my friends ne more... im so sick of every1 i realli am.. i do NOTHING to them all i am is good 2 them and i get fucked over... i talk to cheri, kristin FROM TEWKSBURY.. nottt nollett.... and i talk to amanda from las vegas... my bestest friend in the WORLDDDD i miss her soooooo fuckin much!! by the ways shes havin a baby shes due april 19th and im the god mother!! :] his names gonna b jacob wayne... cute :] and i already spoiled the kid.... i got him a wickeddddddddddddddddddddddddddd cute phat farm outfit... sooo fuckin cute! and i got him a blue blankey, blue onesies, blue tinyy assss socks (sooo cute) and a celtics jersey hahaha! o man!!! its soooo cute! i love the kid already hes gonna b sooooo spoiled by his godmother :] :] amandas movin back down here 2 everett in may... i cant fuckin WAITTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!! ummmm wut else?... ohhhh HAPPY VALENTINES DAY 2morrow :] mike bought me a hugeeeeeeeeeee balloon.. i mean HUGE its a big heart one... this little snow globe w/2 bear things in it, a teddy w/roses anddd a hugeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee box of candy... im talkin like a 10lb heart of candy... hes awesome<33 i love him 2 death :] hes awesome!! hmmm... i took alottt alottt alottttttttt of people off my buddy list... and blocked every1 not on it.. so if u can see my away messages cuz im on allll the time.. then ur on my BL :] me n michael went to maine last nite.. juss me n him... we slept @ my aunts house.... my uncles cuzin has 2 little girls 14 & 15 she had a valentines day party w/all her little teenie bopper friends and they were aallllll DROOLIN over mike.... my uncles cuzin came upstairs and was like "mike juss to let u know, all the girls down there think ur hott and keep talkin about you" hes like "im all set i gut my girl blah blah" i told him to go dance w/a few of them but he wouldnt lol so we kept goin down there and theyd all huddle n giggle lookin @ him.. it was sooo cute lol.. they were all like 15 & 16... i SERIOUSLY no JOKE felt like i was at a middle school dance.... cuz there was music and lights down there... then u see little girls makin out w/the boys... omg i felt like a kid again it was great lol... OMGGGGGGGGGGG can u guys believe imma b 21 in 9 months!!! 9!!!!!!!!! thats not too too far away... it will go by fast im sure :] i cant wait.... amandas takin me to las vegas on mybday... we're gonna do shit up there.. it should b fun... OBV!!! las vegas is sick... that another one of my dream vacations besides cali and hawaii...so the girl tammy that has worked @ bright horizons (my daycare) for 8 yrs finally quit... her last day was friday... so now startin tomorrow im in EVERYDAYYYYYYYY 6:45-4:00 longggg ass day!! wowwwww! im not too too excited but on mondays i work 6:45-1:00pm which is good... cuz they will NOT give overtime there.... its 40 hrs and thats that... soo i dunno we'll see wut happens... well i guess thats everything i have 2 say lol.... im sure ill update soon... if i dont have a great valentines day everyone :] <3 yas!!!!
i love you michaeL<33 i dont know how i let something as precious as you go. i really dont. i love you soooooooooo much!! thanks for everything... my man now + always
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January 13th, 2005
11:18 pm - UpdaTionnn!!!!
yeah so everythings great now. im single. yesterday i was a little on the upset side not cuz of bein single juss work n other things to do w/love but today i was fine. i was in a great mood allllll day! work was awesome it went by fast n i laughed all day. i totally needed it! 2nite me n cheri went to the 99 in saugus...the waitor was flirtin w/me sooo bad hes like "stayin outta trouble?" im like always lol... he was so dreamyyyy lol then we went to the mall. this grop of kids were callin me to come over and i shook my head so they followed me n cheri i was so scared lol. then these 2 black dudes walked by and was like "u gut some tig ol biddies" lol random! and total ewww.. then i went into spencers and the dude w/dreads was hittin on me.... then i walked by nextel and this WICKEDDDDD hott kid was grillin me i told cheri i was gonna ask for his # but i was too chicken lol. he told his friend to look @ me and his friend yelled "damn" im DEFFFFF going back there tho... he had blue eyes and blonde hair-ummm MY DREAM MAN!! lol im meetin some1 from myspace 2morrow hes a cool kid. im SUCH A FUCKIN PIMPPPPPP And i loveeeeee it!!! ive never been so happy in my ENTIRE life! i seriously havent<33 i talked to a few ppl imma chill w/in natick this weekend. its gonna b good. im juss gunna drink my life away w/NOOOO rules now lol so anywhooo! i bought a cute ring from charlotte russe...it looks like a diamond ring its pretty and i bought cute heart earrings. im gonna sign up for curves, go tannin n get my nails and hair done. its time to do things for myself and not other people.. :] i cant wait to change i really cant... im not rushin into ne thing but wen i feel love its alllll over baby :] im ready to start a life w/some1 older and more mature whos been thru the same love shit i have so he'll undastand... i cant wait! ill keep ya's posted tho!!
love to you allll<3333333333
*holla @cha girl*
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January 8th, 2005
05:45 pm - HATERS ha! gotta love em :]
i love when people r jealous of me... its soooo great :] cuz ne1 knows me?!?! haha NO! i aint no fuckin 17 yr old in high school ne more.. ive changed and obv immature ppl havent....u needa shut the fuck up and leave ur name cuz i know for A FACT u would never say shit 2 my face... keep talkin shit its just makin u look like a LOSER... sorry i dont work @ fuckin dunkin donuts or mcdonalds for a livin sweetie :] ...u can talk allllllllllll the shit u want on this thing it dont bother me... but dont let me find out who u r... i aint a fuckin pussy like i used to be either... u dont know me so grow the fuck up and stop hatin cuz u aint me bitchhhhhhhhhhhhhh :] :] buh bye now :]
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January 6th, 2005
07:11 pm - Survey... i DARE you TO READ IT!!!!!
Basics
1. Name: Sheena Lea
2. Nickname(s): -----
3. I Popped Out of my Mommy's tummy: nov 21st ... imma b 21 in fuckin 10 months LOL wooo
4. Favorite day: friday & saturday
5. Where were you born: malden
6. Location right now: tewksbury...get me outta hereeeeeee
7. Shoe size: 9
8. How many piercings?: 2
9. Tattoos?: 3
1o. When you wake up you're: cranky but then fine
11. When you’re about to sleep you`re: bitchy--> no baby i dont feel like havin sex 2nite im TOO FUCKIN TIREDDDDDDDDDDDDD lmfao!!! ;]
12. Zodiac sign: Scorpio *rAwR*
13. Chinese sign: um ew
14. Righty or Lefty: righty
15. Innie or Outie: innie outties r uglyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy *hehe*
16. School: graduated *2002* dayum im old!
Looks
17. Nationality: irish babyyyyyyyyyyyyy
18. Hair color: brown-blonde
19. Eye color: brown
2o. Weight: haha your a funny character
21. Height: 5'6
22. Braces?: nope
23. Glasses?: contacts
Private Life
24. Do you have a bf/gf?: yup.... FIANCE
25. If so, who?: MichaeL Anthony<3
26. If not, do you have a crush on someone?:
27. Who has a crush on you?: dum dum dummmmmmmmmmmmmmm... i dunno lol
28. Ever cheated on your bf/gf?: NEXT question...
29. Who was your first kiss: ewwwwwwwwwwwww NO COMMENT for the stoneham ppl who know him HAHA lets just say... PAUL MELAGRANO... WOOOOOOOO! lol
3o. Who was your last: michaeL
31. Are you a virgin?: HA! good one
32. Ever had a threesome before?: im allllllll set...
33. If you could have sex with anyone, who would that be?: MARSHALL MATHERS<3333333
34. Have you ever been in love?: unfortunately
35. Broken any hearts?: many :-/ some i regret
36. Got your heart broken?: only by one person like 10000000 times!
37. Ever liked a friend?: no
38. What happened?: cant go out w.friends it fucks up ur friendship if uz 2 break up
Past Relationships
39. How many relationships have you been in: real ones??? 3
40. How many were serious enough to count: 2
41. Who were those serious ones: mike, shane
42. Funnest hook-ups: HAHA natick... ryan MO ohhh man!
43. What made them different: hes not just the dopest kid ive ever met... ? hmmm
44. What happened: nuthin :-x
45. Best boy/girlfriend: shane juss cuz the years we spent together but mike cuz he treats me like a princess<3
46. Worst boy/girlfriend: i cant say that on here...
47. Ever been kissed: DUH
48. Who do you want back: no1
49. Who do you regret: cant say that on here.... same person who was the BAD BOYFRIEND
5o. Why: too controlling and GAYYYYYYYYYYY!
Favorites
51. Song: too many
52. Movie: i dunno too many i guess
53. Food: chicken parm
54. Drink: diet pepsi
55. Store: LA SENZA, VICTORIA SECRET, CHARLOTTE RUSSE, JC PENNY
56. Television show: whose line is it anyway...every nite @ 10 pm :]
57. Holiday: valentines day gotta love it!
58. Book: dont read
59. Ice cream: oreo
6o. Candy: skittles
61. Chip: regular
62. Type of music: r&b & rap
63. Artist: eminem, luda, lil john
64. Word: shut the fuck up (cuz im ALWAYS rite) ;]
65. Time of day: bed time aka cuddle time<3 awwww
66. Dressing: salty white stuff ;] LMFAO i loveee it!
67. Alcoholic drink: MALIBU w/coconut and pineapple juice MMMMMMMMMM
68. Color(s): pink n white
69. Piece of clothing: sweatshirts
7o. Character: angelica... cuz shes a bitch like me
71. Smell: AXE mmmmmmmmmm
72. Shampoo:pantene
73. Soap: irish springgggggggggggggggggggg
74. Smiley: :]
75. Board game: gotta love the game me n mike play EVERY NITE! scattergories
76. Sport: baseball
77. Number: 8 & 69
78. Quote: ~*the best things come to those who wait 4 it*~ <---so true!
79. Animal: puppys
8o. Actor: martin lawrence
81. Actress: dont ask... kirstie alley & whoopie goldberg
82. Vegetable: carrots
83. Fruit: kiwi
84. Place to be: in my bed under my covers
85. Thing in your room: me... NAKEDDDDDDDDDDDD
86. Gum: winterfresh
87. Shape: hearts, OBSESSED w/them!
88. Country: europe
89. Mall: rockingham rocks :]
9o. Car: SPIDER ECLIPSE or MUSTANG
91. Boy`s name: damien
92. Girl`s name: Mackenzie
93. Family member: momma dukes
94. Restaurant: OUTBACKKKKKKKKKKKKK
95. Movie place: woburn lol or NETFLIX
96. Person to go to the movies with: boyfriend<3
97. Noise: *moan* ;]
98. Brand of shoe: volatile or my candies boots :]
99. Brand of clothing: brand name... or no buy
1o0. Body part of a chicken: WTFFFFFFFFFFF LMFAO
101. Swear word: SHIT! wut the fuckkkkkkkk
102. Month: december
103. Possession: computer
104. Team: red sox
105. Season: summer
106. Radio station: 94.5
107. Magazine: play girl.. i meannnnnnnnn play boy... *wait* BOTH??? ;]
108. Favorite grade: my fav was deff 12th lol
109. Least favorite grade: 4th omg soooo hard
11o. Teacher: MR SEIP AND MR NELSON omggggggggg
111. Least favorite teacher: DR BURKE
112. Subject: lunch
113. Subject to talk about: boyfriends, period, sex ETC..
Family
114. Who`s your mom?: nancy
115. Who`s your dad?: eddie
116. Any step-parents?: no
117. Any brothers?: 1
118. Any sisters?: hell no thank GOD
119. Most annoying family member: my brother
12o. Coolest: my dad
121. Loudest: DAD
122. Best relative: relatives SUCK
123. Worse relative: :-x
124. Do you get along with your parents?: yeah
125. With your siblings?: sorta
126. Does anyone understand you?: hell no no1 ever will unless theyre ME
127. Do you have any pets?: no :[ i want a fuckin puppy damnit!
128. If so, what kind and name?: .......
129. If not, what do you want as a pet?: i want a doggie :(
13o. Can I be a part of your family?: do i know you?!?!
School
131. Are you still in school?: nope
132. Did you drop out?: nope
133. Your current GPA:
134. Do you buy or bring lunch?: i BOUGHT lunch
135. ABC`s?: DEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ
136. Favorite class: english
137. Play any sports at school?: nah did cheerleading for a bit
138. Are you popular?: i WAS junior and senior yr... now... HA! theres no such thing as popular and not popular wen ur outta school i LOVEEEEEEEEEEEE it!! cuz now every1 who said shit about me is workin @ dunkin donuts moppin floors w/2 kids of their own hahahaha! watta life huh?! imma loser tho rite?? LMAO
139. Favorite memory: my 1st love
14o. Most humiliating moment: o man
141. Most funniest moment: if ur with me..its a funni moment cuz im funni :]
142. Most scared moment:
143. Your first friend in school: amanda vickers ahhh my babiii girl!!
144. Are you still friends with that person?: yeppppp always will be cuz imma b the god mother of her baby in marchhhh
What do you think of when you hear..
145. Chicken: fingers
146. Dog: puppyyyyyy
147. Christina Aguilera: ugly whore...sooo over rated!
148. Ricky Martin: gayyyyyyyy
149. 50 cent: hott bod
15o. Poop: ew
151. Beach: hampton, to many good times lol
152. Desert: too hot 4 me
153. Water: pool
154. Osama Bin Ladin: shoot him.. NOW!
155. Love: michaeL baby<3
156. Your little brother or sister: annoyin and rude as shit
157. Butt: need one... NOW! ...i love bums tho :]
158. Clowns: stupid
159. Wonder: about my future
16o. Brown: i look good in brown :]
161. Banana: mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm i love both kinds of nanasssssssss
162. Sex: imma jack rabbit... 3 times a day.. AND WUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT :]~
163. Parents: mom dukes
164. Homosexuals: sexy ;]
165. God: :]
Do you believe in..
166. God: ya
167. Heaven: ya
168. Devil: nope
169. Hell: nope
17o: Boogy man: no lmfao wtf
171. Closet Monsters: no
172. Fortune tellings: course! im a scorpio :]
173. Magic: yeah
174. Love at first sight: yesssss
175. Ghosts: yeah
176. Voo-doo dolls: ehhh sometimes
177. Reincarnation: yes...watch the reincarnation of peter proud and tell me u dontfuckin believe
178. Yourself: ha! sometimes
Do you..
179. Smoke: yes ciggz only!
18o. Do drugs: hell no
181. Drink alcohol: sometimes
182. Cuss: all the fuckin time
183. Sing in the shower: um no?
184. Like school: eh... i would go back inna heart beat
185. Want to get married: yessss 2 yrssssss
186. Type with all of your fingers: nope
187. Think you`re attractive: i dont think im ugly... but i dont think im dope either.. u tell me babyyyyyyy
188. Drink and drive: fuck no
189. Snore: no ew
19o. Sleep walk: no
191. Like watching sunrises and sunsets: awww<3
Have you ever
192. Flashed someone: course
193. Gotten so drunk til you threw up everywhere: nope
194. Told that person how you felt: yesum
195. Been arrested: nooo
196. Gone to jail or juve: noooo
197. Skateboarded: attempted yes..
198. Skinny dipped: no :[
199. Rock climbed: nooo
2o0. Killed someone: not yet...haha
201. Watched porn: yeah dont need it now tho :]
202. Gone on a road trip: nope.. didnt go 2 canada wen we were supposed to :[
203. Went out of the country: nope
204. Talked back to an adult: nah i respect adults
205. Broken a law: yesum
206. Got pulled over: tons of times
207. Tried killing yourself: no
208: Cried to get out of trouble: course
209. Let a friend cry on your shoulder: alwaysss
21o. Kissed a brother`s or sister`s friend: ew no
211. Kissed a friend`s brother or sister: noooooooo
212. Dropped something on the floor and let someone eat it anyways: grosssssss
213. Moon someone: used to im mature now :]~
214. Shop-lifted: yea
215. Worked at Mc. Donald`s: fuck fuck fuckkkk no!
216. Eaten a dog: EWWWWW
217. Give money to a homeless person: yeah theyre ADORABLE!~! lol
218. Glued your hand to yourself: nooo
219. Kissed someone of the same sex: yah :]
22o. Had a one night stand: haha 2 minute stand... yeah
221. Smoked: weed? no
222. Done drugs: nope
223. Lose a friend because of your ex: yep many of them
224. Slap someone for being stupid: yeh
225. Had cyber sex: omg yeahhhhh hahahhaa memories.. long time ago!
226. Wish you were the opposite sex: course.. they have it so easy
227. Caught someone doing something: mm hmmm
228. Played a game that removes clothing: yesum
229. Cried during a movie: i cry if a fuckin ambulance drives by me on the highway... no joke ask mike or my mom
23o. Cried over someone: YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
231. Wanted to hook up with a friend: noperz
232. Hooked up with someone you barely met: yep...
233. Ran away from home: hahaha yeah lol
234. Cheated on a test: yes
Would you
235. Bungee jump: i want to
236. Sky dive: nah
237. Swim with dolphins: i wannaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
238. Steal a friend`s bf or gf: nope never again
239. Try to be the opposite sex: fuck... no
24o. Lie to the police: i would
241. Run from the police: nah
242. Lie to your parents: yesum
243. Backstab a friend for your own well being: no
244. Be an exotic dancer: i deff would.. if i lost at least 20 lbs
245. Fuck a donkey for 1,000,000: noooooooooooo
Are you
246. Shy: nope
247. Loud: yessssssss
248. Nice: certain people
249: Outgoing: veryyyyyy
25o: Quiet: sometimes
251. Mean: somtimes
252. Emotional: yesummmm
253. Sensitive: wickeD!
254. Gay: nope
255. Strong: sometimes..
256. Weak: sometimes
257. Caring: very
258. Dangerous: ummm sometimes lol
259. Crazy: very very crazy lol
26o. Spontaneous: i dunno..
261. Funny: ya
262. Sweet: yes
263. Sharing: ya
264. Responsible: ehhh
265. Trustworthy: yeahhhh
266. Open-minded: yesssss
267. Creative: lol extreamly
268. Cute: *hehe* :]
269. Slick: :]
27o. Smart: street smart.. not book lol
271. Dumb: course
272. Evil: yep
273. Ghetto: not ghetto but i aint no snob either
274. Classy: nooo
275. Photogenic: eh..
276. Dependable: yes
277. Greedy: not realli
278. Ugly: u tell me
279. Messy: very! in every way :]
28o. Neat: ehh sometimes
281. Perverted: very very veryyyy
282. Silly: extreamly
283. A Bitch: every girl is
284. A Good Listener: yeah
285. A Fighter: yes, if its for a good reason
286. A Party Animal: nah not @ all
287. A Game Freak: depends on wut game
288. A Computer Freak: yea lol
Future
289. Dream job: my own daycare
29o. Dream house: a mansion
292. Kids: 3 kids
293. Names: mikayla, mackenzie, jonathan damien and josh
294. Pets: a dog
295. Car: eclipse
296. Age you would want to get married: liek now
297. Best Man/Bride`s Maid: maids of honor- amanda and cheri
298. Honeymoon: hawaii
The Last
325. Thing you ate: pizza
326. Thing you drank: diet pepsi
327. Thing you wore: jeans and a pink shirt w/my new black candies boots lol
328. Thing you did: mike ;]
329. Place you went: stoneham
33o. Thing you got pierced or tattooed: nose
331. Person you saw: my babys @ the daycareeeee
332. Person you hugged: mike
333. Person you kissed: mike
334. Person you fucked: mike<33
335. Person you talked to online: kristen
336. Person you talked to on the phone: mike<3
337. Song you heard: LUDA-GET BACK WOOOOOOOO my fav song
338. Show you saw: whose line.. last nite
339. Time you faught with your parents: while ago
34o. Time you faught with a friend: haha like last week
341. Words you said: i love you
342. Party you went to: natick while ago
Now
343. What are you eating: nada
344. What are you drinking: nuthin
345. What are you thinking: imma fuckin idiotttttttttttt
346. What are you wearing: look at the number where it asks last thing you wore... that's what i'm wearing
347. What are you doing: gettin bored with this thing
348. Any shoes on: yeah candies boots
349. Hair: straight,down
35o. Mood: happy for once...
351. Listening to: people yellin @ the bizz
352. Talking to anyone: no
353. Watching anything: just this computer screen
Yes or No
354. Are you a vegetarian: nope
355. Are you a carnivore: yes?
356. Are you heterosexual: yes
357. Do you like penguins: yessss! lol
358. Do you write poetry: yes not so much anymore but i use to ALOT
359. Do you see stupid people: yesum
36o. You + Me = Us: nope
361. Do you like the Osbournes: sharonnnnnnnnnnn
362. Can you see flying pigs: wtf
363. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: yeah my teddy mike<3
364. Are you from Afghanistan: nope lol
365. Is Christina Aguilera ugly: umm yeah shes fuckin gross and soooo over rated... now jessica simpson thats another story
366. Are you a zombie: hahaaaaaaa
367. Am i annoying you: kinda
368. Do you bite your nails: yesum
369. Can you cross your eyes: yesum
37o. Do you make your bed in the morning: no
371. Have you touched someone`s private part: lmao yeah
This or That
372. Winter or Summer: summer
373. Spring or Fall: spring
374. Shakira or Britney: shakira
375. MTV or VH1: mtv
376. Black or White: white
377. Yellow or Pink:: pink!
378. Football or Basketball: basketball
379. Cellphone or Pager: cellphone
38o. Pen or Pencil: pen
381. Cold or Hot: hott
382. Tattooes or Piercings: tats
383. Inside or Outside: inside
384. Weed or Alcohol: LQ
385. Coke or Pepsi: diet pepsi
386. Tape or Glue: tape
387. Mc. Donald`s or In-n-Out: BK!
Random..
396. Do you have a website: yeah
397. Current weather right now: raning and windy
398. Current time: 8pm
399. Any shout outs: love you mikey<3
4o0. Last thoughts: i can't belive it did this whole thing....
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December 31st, 2004
07:38 am - HAPPY NEW YEARS!!!!!!!!
yeah im pretty pissed rite now cuz its 730 AM on friday and my dads nurse juss woke me n mike up flirtin w/my fuckin dad... they are SOOOOOOOOO loud!!! im pissed... but anyways.... juss wanted to tell ya a few things... :] yesterday was my last day @ nashua daycare :'[ every1 in the center signed a card for me and they had me tearing... then JUST the infant room signed one and gave me chocolates. all the parents thanked me up and down last nite wen they picked up their kid for takin such good care of them... one of the parents.. who may i add, her son was my favorite!! she musta knew it but she got me a present... BELGIUM chocolates... mmm lol. dayum imma b even fatter w/all these chocolates lol. so yea... on my break mike got me yesterday... we went to michaels craft store... i bought $30 of shit for my scrap book... i had soo much fun shoppin 4 it too... mike was makin fun of me cuz i had a hugeee smile on my face lol. hes like u look like a little kid in a candy store LMAO! o man. they had 3 aisles of shit JUST FOR SCRAP BOOKS!! so yeah... TODAYS IS NEW YEARS EVEEEEEEEEE!!!!! oh noooo :] today i needa clean my room...@ like 9ish i will.. lol then pick up mikes lil brother and friend @ like 11ish & drop them off paintballin in sommerville... then get my nails done.. my appt is @ 1230... then pick them back up, drive them home... then go 2 michaels again or AC moore to get more scrap book shit... then me n mike r comin back here for the nite.... theres a party @ my house 2nite... my aunt n uncle from medford r comin, my aunt n uncle for 2 streets over, my aunt n uncle from maine, the 2 kids, my grandmother from maine...cheri.... billie and jimmy!! .... we're havin 8 ppl sleep over.... my house is gonna b like WOAHHHHHHH lol. my dad already ordered the chinese food to be picked up for 2nite... hes goin to the LQ store too. my TWO fav drinks now are... malibu (w/coconut) w/pineapple juice... and smurnoff green apple... i dont drink mikes ne more imma big girl lol... so my dads gettin me both of those.. mikes likes them 2... but likes to drink the rum strait... ICK!! ....i cantfuckin WAIT til 2nite... u dont know HOW excited i am... im gettin my nails done today, signin up for tannin again next week, goin back 2 curves, gonna eat rite from now on and NO MORE SMOKIN AFTER 1159 2nite AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH lol. my new years res. is no smokin, eat healthy n lose weight.... and im gunna make it happen!!!! anywhoooooooooooo! let me know if every1s new years went good and wut u do on new years if u have a livejournaL!! ill let u guys know how it went tooo... <3 yassssssss
i love you mikey<33 sooo much babiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
R*I*P lou<33 ur an angel now.. #1 father in law now and always... love you paL<33
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December 26th, 2004
10:45 am - Its Snowin Outttttttttttt
i told yas i would update after xmas so i am. well, thursday nite, i dont realli wanna talk about it but i got inna hugeeee fite w/my mom n mike so i walked out and drove to georgetown to go spend some time w/cheri... let me remind u it was rainin so bad it took me an hour to get there cuz i couldnt see a damn THING on the highway! so i helped her wrap presents and stuff then we went to wendys and i found a fuckin BONE in my chicken nugget... HOW GROSS IS THAT?!?! i was pissed! no more wendys for me... i spit it out and it seriously almost broke my tooth. so then i ended up bein a sucka i am callin mike @ my house (he lives there now if u didnt know lol) tellin him im comin home... i cant be away from him for a nite...its horrible. i was suppsta sleep @ cheris but i cant live w/out mike for a whole nite so i got h0me around midnite and went rite to bed... mikey was in my bed waitin 4 me :] he was sleepin but still i got to cuddle with him all nite.. thats wut i wanted to come home 2. i hate fitin :'[ so then friday christmas eve me n mike stayed home all day...we had spaghetti w/my aunt n uncle, parents n grandma then EVERY xmas eve we open presents so we opened everything. santa came early cuz i was a good girL :] i gotttttt MADDDDDDDDDDD clothes from my aunt n grandmother. my mom n dad bought me a few outfits, a TVVVVVVVV! i had a TV in my room but it was old so i didnt get cable... so now i have a new TV and i get cable... and me n mike havent left my room since lol and i got a new jacket....2 photo albums... and the thing i wanted the MOST!!! a SCRAP BOOK i was soooo happy wen i opened it! mikey bought me a playboy poster w/a black light. a playboy belly button ring and 2 pairs of shoes one of them are candies boots i fuckin loveeeeeeeeeeee them! i had SUCH a good xmas i realli did! so yesterday (saturday)
we woke up and juss hung around the house for a bit, took showers and went to arlington to his grandparents house...we saw all his aunts n uncles, cousins and his little brother who now lives w/his grandparents cuz his mom is a bitch n cant support a kid. im sooo glad lil lou lives there tho... after his father passed every1 wanted him 2 live w/ppl in their RITE MIND! mike hasnt talked to his mom in 3 weeks. we cant stand her after wut she did 2 me @ HER HUSBANDS wake! so yeah. we got to my house @ 2:00pm yesterday and dinner was JUST put out on the table... we ate then was lazy for a bit...took a little nap for 2 hrs. we ended up going out w/jimmy and billie last nite to jimmys aunts house in attleboro...me n mike were SHIT faced wen them 2 picked us up lol. my moms like be careful sheena im like yuppp lol as long as i dont drive she dont care. so we left my house @ like 630 and we got home last nite @ midnite ish. we had a good time. this weekend was awesome though :] i thank mike cuz it seriously wouldnt have been xmas w/out him...sooo yeh.
just some little things...
*this is my last week in the nashua daycare... i cant fuckin WAIT! cuz some ppl there just piss me off
*im doin my room over... all playboy and leopard shit its gonna look tight
*i bought mike a pair of White Lugs for xmas, diamond earrings, 2 southpole jackets, 2 southpole shirts, a pair of southpole pants n a belt... my parents got him clothes too... he made out pretty good @ my house lol
* i forgot that on christmas eve me n mike visited his dads gravesite and we bought flowers to put on it
* mike doesnt work in medford ne more cuz he lives w/me and its hard to get back n forth every mornin cuz i have work 2 but jimmy mite have a job for him this week in the union. i hope so. we'll be golden :]
i love you michaeL<33 sooo much!! thanks for everything... cant wait to be ur bride baby :]~ I LOVE YOU<3333333333
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December 19th, 2004
09:01 pm - santas comin :]
wellllll alot has happened but to shorten it up a bit. mike moved in w/me... his mom flipped out on me @ the wake in front of EVERYONE cuz i was supposively "stickin out my chest" LMFAO!!! sorry i have C cups and she still wears trainin bras.... o ya it was mikes dads wake... which IS her husband... NO RESPECT! then i took work off on wednesday 12*14... we went to the funeral. it was so beautiful. his mom didnt say SHIT to me. he dont wanna talk to her ever again. shes a fuckin asshole!! so yea i cried n cried... thats ALLLLL i could do is cry. i miss him so much. ive never been close to any of my boyfriends dads so that meant so much 2 me the good things his dad said about me. thats y i missed him so much! so yeah mikes moms officially a douche bag... mike lives w/me and is in the process of changin his address. im gettin soooo pumped for the wedding. its only in 2 yrs. we're havin it @ promises to keep in NH.. SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO fuckin BEAUTIFUL!! we have 2 dates saved there... ill let yas know soon if ur invited lol. we're doing really good. i dont wanna jinx it but not fitin or ne thing its great :] yesterday (sat) i went to the dentist, got 3 teeth filled (cavity) and it was painful lol. then mike came to the bizz and me n my mom went shoppin together @ rockingham mall. i got mike madddddddd shit. ill tell ya after xmas in case he reads this lol but i spent $230 on him so far. im tapped for 2 weeks now til my next check lol xmas blows.. then last nite me n mike went to a christmas party for my work (billerica daycare) we had it @ my directors house in lowell. she made us a xmas dinner and we got maddddddd presents... yankee swapped shit and got 2 cards from dunks & old navy. bright horizons is SERIOUSLY such a good place to work for.. they pay for EVERYTHING! i love it! we had such a great time last nite 2gether all the girls brought their b/fs/husbands. it was realli fun. we got home @ 11, was gonna chill w/billie and jimmy (our best friends-theyre a coule) lol but we juss went to bed. this mornin me n mike went to maine w/my parents to exchange gifts up there w/them. it was a good time. this weekend was great!:] after goin to maine my parents took us 2 out 2 eat @ the 99 in tewksbury.... i got prime rib OF COURSE :] now we're gonna chill w/billie and jimmy for a bit then go 2 bed. i dont have to be in work til 11 this whole week and this week and next is my last 2 weeks in NH im sooo xcited :] so yeah! thats my life... ill update sometime after xmas... if i dont talk to u guys have a GREATTTT xmas and new years :] <3 yas
I LOVE YOU MIKE<3333 RIP lou<3 my #1 father in law now + always i love you pal!
p.s. my mom got a new car todayyyyyyy lol and mikes gettin one... ohh dipppp stay off the roads now ;]
____YOUR LIFE____
[x] they call me: Sheena Lea
[x] also: shLea
[x] sex: got some tittiessss :]~
[x] my first breath of air: 11*21*84
[x] age: 20 ....damn lol
[x] status: taken<3
[x] occupation: daycare teacher
[x] nationality: cracker
[x] best homegirl[s]: cheri amanda and billie
____REWIND____
[x] most memorable memory: falling in love
[x] worst?: too many to count lol
[x] first word uttered: mama
[x] first bestfriend ever!?: katie gladfield wen i lived in cambridge... haha! but now its amanda vickers obvvvv lol
____FAST FORWARD____
[x] college planning to go: haha! Sheena Lea University
[x] future resident of: some palace
[x] wedding: 2 years... sept 2007 AHHHHHHH<33333
[x] children: 2 or 3...hopefulli twins
[x] looking forward to christmas: hell ya<3
[x] NOT looking forward to: DYING :[
____PLAY____
[x] feeling: loveyyyyyyyy
[x] Listening: to mikeeeeeeeeeee lol
[x] Talking: to mike... actualli laughin @ him haha
[x] doing: writin in this ishhhhh
[x] craving: a cigarette
[x] thinking of: my wedding dayyyyyy
[x] hating: sucky friends :]
____LOVE?____
[x] love is: great
[x] first love: o jeez... it WASSSSSS good. now we just hate each other lol ill neva 4 get him tho
[x] current love: michael anthony<3
[x] love or lust?: love
[x] best love song: genuwine
[x] is it possible to be in love w/ more than one person @ the same time?: nopeeee! that wouldnt be love??? WTF lol
[x] when love hurts, you: cry & eat haha
[x] true or false - all you need is love: FALSEEEEEE! all the women who independantttttttt throw ur hands up @ meeeeeeeeee
[x] have you ever been in love?: yeppp 2wice
[x] is there such thing as love @ first sight?: yeah most deff
____THE OPPOSITE SEX____
[x] turn ons: nice teeth, hott bod, good personality, no liars OR cheaters
[x] turn offs: yucky teeth, TOO BUFF, small pee pees and losers
[x] does your parents' opinion on your bf/gf matter to you?: fuck no if it did i wouldnt have EVER had a b/f lol
[x] what kinda hair style?: i like it spiked...depends on the dude
[x] the sweetest thing a member of the opposite sex can do for you?: be honest and loving
[x] where do you go to meet new people?: well i hateeeee girls and have a man so i dont meet ppl lol
[x] are you the type of person to holler n ask for numbers?: sometimes lol depends
____PICKY PICKY____
[x] dog or cat: dogsssss i want one for xmas but mommy and daddy say no :'[
[x] short or long hair: long on girls lol
[x] innie or outie: innie
[x] sunshine or rain: sunshine rain smells like shit
[x] moon or sun: sun
[x] basketball or football: football.. tom brady... DOPEEEEEEE
[x] righty or lefty: righty
[x] hugs or kisses: *kishezzzZ*
[x] 1 best friend or 10 acquaintances: 1 best friend.. but they really have to be a best friend!! which no1 is today lol
[x] bf/gf or best friend: bestfriend
[x] tv or radio: radio i love music... TV blows
[x] starbucks or jamba juice: none
[x] mc donalds or burger king: BURGER KINGGG!!!
[x] summer or winter: summer all the way
[x] written letters or e-mails: letters...means more
[x] playstation or nintendo: nintendo
[x] disney or nickelodeon: disney
[x] car or motorcycle: car...
[x] house party or club: club
[x] sing or dance: dance
[x] freak or slow dance: both<3
[x] yahoo messenger or aim: aim
[x] google or ask jeeves?: google
____MISCELLANEOUS____
[x] can you swim?: mmmhmmm but u prob wont caTCH me in a bathing suit inna longgg time!
[x] whats your most embarrassing moment?: too many lol
[x] what are you scared of?: death and heart attack :[
[x] what is your greatest accomplishment?: haha i have none... i suck @ life
[x] what kinda roof is over your head?: ummmm a roof w/shingle and.. WTF? lol duhhh
[x] do you like tomatoes?: yup
[x] how many TVs in the house?: 4
[x] how many phones?: 3
[x] how many residents?: 6 now me ma dad eddie grandma n mikey<3333 :] dont forget about 4 fuckin cars now lol
[x] how many DVDs do you have?: prob about 7
[x] last dentist visit: yesterday :[ ouchyyyyyyy
[x] last doctor visit: last month... papppp lol
[x] last phone call: billie + jimmy
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December 11th, 2004
12:00 am - R*I*P lou
its friday. i got outta work @ 6 then we were on our way to mikes house. we got there @ 645. it was too late. every1 was cryin wen we got there. mikes dad passed away @ 530. he was just layin there in the middle of the living room in his hospital bed all pale w/his mouth wide open. it was the most AWFUL thing i have ever seen. course rite wen we walked in we knew cuz every1 was cryin n very quiet. but i broke down the min i had that feelin. every1 was huggin us and tellin us that theyre sorry they didnt call sooner they didnt want us 2 be upset n drive there and get inna accident. we left b4 the ppl f/the funeral home came 2 pick him up we didnt wanna see him get put in the body bag.:[ we saw enough. the wakes on monday and the funerals on tuesday. he's restin in peace now w/the angels and my papa. :] i wrote to him a little while ago on his website tellin him to tell my papa i said i love him n miss him and theyll b such good friends. i miss him already. im such a mess. me n mike r @ my dads business rite now cuz i dont even wanna go home n sleep. im so upset and nervous and in shock n everything else. i dunno wut to do or say. its midnite now and wayyy past my bed time lol. we'll leave soon but im too upset to sleep rite now. thanks to every1 whos here for me... ESPECIALLY u heather! i realli appreciate it. your such a good friend. i love you! and thanks to every1 else whos here i realli appreciate it. this isnt easy @ all. i love this guy and i love michaeL<3 so its even more worse. but hes in a better place now... id rather not see him suffer anymore. ill keep ya updated! but until then....
R*I*P lou.. i love you! we are all so proud of how far u made it. u trooped all the way! i love you so much! waTch over us... specially little lou!!! he loves u! imma pray for u everynite... me n mike will be waitin 4 u @ our weddin... bring us a smile pal! your my #1 father in law and always will be.... I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! your an angel now<3 :] R*I*P kiddo.... your in my thoughts and prayers!
michael.. i love you so much!!! im here for you baby boy<33 always.... i love you with all of heart....im so proud of you and how strong ur being. your my favoritist man in the whole world<33 143 babiiii
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December 9th, 2004
08:22 am - i dont like seein a person i love die :[
the past 7 months mikes dad has suffered brain caner. it wasnt fun seein him everyday get worse n worse. we went to his family xmas party on saturday it was great. his dad made it there and everything. it was realli cute. he stood up (barely) and goes "lets get this party started" lol now comin from a man who cant talk that well and cant speak (studders) that was cute to hear. he brings so much joy to everyones life in one way or another. i guess the day after the party he started to REALLY go down hill. well yesterday in work i got a fone call from mike sayin every1 was comin to his house to see him cuz the hospice says he had 72 hrs to live since yesterday mornin. so mike had my car he went to billerica got jimmy n billie then came and got me in nashua. we screwed there i was so nervous. we got there around 330 ish all we did was cry.. and pray. he was in a semi-coma... he couldnt talk or open his eyes but he could hear us. it was so sad. mikes little 13 yr old brother cried for the 1st time last nite since his dads been sick. i dont think whats happenin hit him until last nite. i held him and told him i loved him. i could juss imagine how hard it is for him cuz for me n mike its hard and we're older and undastand. we stayed til about 730ish then drove billie n jimmy home and we went home. we were in bed @ my house @ like 830 cuz we were so tired from cryin. i took work off today and tomorrow cuz they said if he makes it thru the weekend its a miracle. i guess hes waitin for one person to say "just go, dont be scared i love you" and i think its mikes lil brother. the hospice said hes bein too stubborn to die yet until some1 says that. it was scary to watch all this go on. but i love mike and love his family so theres nuthin i wouldnt do for them. after the family christmas party his uncles and a couple aunts said "u have such a pretty girlfriend and shes so polite dont let her go" it was the cutest thing! and they all said "cant wait to see u next year" to me. i felt so good. i havent realli been close to anyones family besides chas's and reids dad lol so i felt soooo good. my x boyfriend it seemed like his family was too good 4 me. like i wasnt good enough for him or somethin lol i felt so outta place n left out there but im betta now... i read the eulogy for the funeral and i made a poem up myself that im gunna read. we took so many picz @ the party i wana get them up online. if u wanna visit mikes dads site or even leave him a comment go to http://www2.caringbridge.org/ma/lou and u can see him there. we're all goin over there again today to visit him and say our goodbyes. it sucks so much but on the other side we just want him to go so he doesnt suffer anymore. i love him so much and we were close b4 he got sick i just wish we took more picz of us and every1 together to have more memories. but this is my poem i wrote...please comment about it so i know if its good or not...janet is his sister... he has 3 other sisters and 4 brothers but janets the one who did EVERYTHING and is here for him the most....diane is mikes mom and lil lou is obv his son lol
To See You Gone Is Such A Shame
Without You Around Nothings The Same
Janet Did So Much For You As We All Can See
Everyone Here Would Gladly Agree
Lil Louie Love You Im Sure You Know
Im Glad You Got To Watch Him Grow
Me And Mike Will Soon Be Walking Down The Aisle
With You Right Beside Us Please Send Us A Smile
Diane Will Pray For You Every Night
Dont Forget To Kiss Her Goodnight
The Rest Of The Family Will Do The Same
Jimmy Says Catch A Big Fish Lou-Put Him To Shame
We Know You Were A Strong Man As We All Saw
You'll Always Be My Favorite Father In Law
so thats it.. ill keep ya udated on wuts goin on :'[ thanks for every1 whos here im realli havin a hard time rite now
i love you mike<33 sooo much
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December 3rd, 2004
10:36 pm - Stressed & Depressed
yeah so for all of the people who care how i feel.. imma tell you now cuz every1 asks wuts wrong and i hate repeatin myself but here it goes... ive been stressed and depressed all week long. today in work i BROKE DOWN in tears they let me go home im upset about everything. my grandmothers in the hospital and mikes dad is goin downhill more n more everyday this past week ive been around cryin people and hospitals and everything juss hit me @ once today. i couldnt take it ne more. i left work, got somethin 2 eat w/mike to calm me down then we went to see my grandma in the rehab. shes there for 2 weeks...she gets out the week b4 christmas. shes doin a little better but shes still a little coo-coo lol. anyways the sad part. from there we went to mikes house we got there around 4ish and left @ like 9:00 2nite but wen we got there his dad was horrible. he can barely walk, talk, eat anything. i got a few laughs out of him and just kept tellin him how much i loved him. i love that guy to death. hes such a strong guy hes been thru so much shit the past 6 months w/his cancer. sooo mike went to the store to get some shit i chilled w/his mom, his dads sister and his moms friend. we had sooo much fun together. me n his dads sister were talkin about daycares cuz she owns one and we were sayin how much indian familys suck! she juss kicked an indian outta her place cuz of the care they wanted for their little boy. its fuckin ridiculous i dunno who they think they r comin over here like theyre kid is king of the world. ummm sorry NO! i would put white and black b4 indians juss cuz they are so rude... ick i cant stand em!!! so anyways i read the speech his sisters gonna say @ the funeral and i helped put the cards together and laminate them ...the cards every1 gets w/a picture of the person and a poem on the back. it was sad. we all shedded tears together but we had some good laughs. dont worry his dad didnt know wut wuz goin on... he was in bed :-/ i kissed him b4 i left and told him how much i loved him. im so happy to be apart of his life and the other day he was introducin me to one of his friends and he said "this is my fav daughter in law sheena" i almost melted... that was the cutest thing ever. im soooo close to mikes family its unbelivable. theyre so down to earth and they all love me and i love them. its nice to feel like this.. it realli is. anyways 2morrow is mikes family party.... theres 200 family members goin. its a xmas party. santas gonna b there n shit and they have madddd food. they do it every year. this year is obv gonna b focused on mikes dad cuz hes dyin but i cant wait. its gonna b soooo fun! me n mike went to the mall 2nite i made his dad a bear @ build-a-bear and i bought it sneakers n a redsox outfit and red sox hat..his dad lovesssssssssssssss the red sox... he'll love it!!! and i bought a livestrong bracelet (the cancer one) and it came w/one for the bear so i put it on the bears arm.. and mikes dad obv wears 1 too so i cant wait to give it 2 him 2morrow and mike needed a grab for me for the party so he bought me a build a bear for santa to give 2 me 2morrow lol and he bought a brides outfit to go w/it awwwwww<333 :] im so happy but im so sad on the other side. i love his family andi love him and imma b there for him thru everything. ~*THRU SICKNESS AND HEALTH TIL DEATH DO US PART*~ ... even wen we get married in 2 yrs his dads still gonna b my fav father in law. ill update if ne thing else but so far thats wuts goin on...
thanks to every1 whos here for me i REALLY appreciate it!!! thank you to cheri especially. and every1 @ work who let me leave early today i needed it!
michaeL<33 i love you with all of my heart i wouldnt wana spend my life with ne1 else. im here for you no matter what i love you baby
grandma and big lou...hang in there!! christmas is rite around the corner... i love you guys with all of my heart<333 *kisses* and *hugs*
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November 29th, 2004
09:00 pm
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Sheena
2. Baby
3. Shlea
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. SheenaLea78
2. angelofmine78
3. playboichik69
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My Ears.. dont ask lol
2. My Luscious Lips
3. .... nuthin else lol
THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My thighs/legs
2. My stomach
3. My Nose & Shit Brown Eyes
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. Mut
2. Catholic
3. Irish
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Being Alone
2. an unexpected car crash
3. Havin A Heart Attack/Dyin
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Mikey<3
2. Mommy
3. Sleeeeeep
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. Mudd Pants
2. Work Shirt
3. Volatile Sneakers :]
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS (or singers) AT THE MOMENT:
1. Eminem
2. Cassidy
3. Missy Elliot #1111111111111
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITES SONGS AT THE MOMENT:
1. Nelly & Tim McGraw
2. Missy Elliot & Ciera
3. Young Buck
THREE REASONS YOU'VE BROKEN UP WITH EXES:
1. Liar
2. Was In Love
3. Asshole/Cheater
THREE THINGS YOU WOULD WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP: love is a given
1. Trust & Honesty
2. Humor
3. Good Sex :]~
THREE THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. Smile
2. Eyes
3. Sense Of Humor
THREE THINGS YOU CAN'T DO:
1. Gymnastics ne more :[ im too old and fat lol
2. Use My Left Hand.. Cept For A Few Things ;]
3. Smoke Weed haha
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Singing in my car
2. Hangin w/My Baby<3
3. Movies
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BAD RIGHT NOW:
1. Snuggle with my baby<3
2. Get a new car
3. Paint my room w/playboy bunni sponge things around the edges
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING: (if you could be anything)
1. Teacher or elementary school
2. Sign Lang Teacher
3. Arts N Crafts Shit
THREE PLACES YOU WOULD GO ON VACATION:
1. Aruba
2. Cali
3. Florida
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Have a family
2. Own a home
3. Get A Puppyyyyyyyyyyy
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November 25th, 2004
09:45 pm - So Far So Good... :]
i said i wasnt gonna write in this thing. and i havent like i usually do but for now just wanted to say my bday was awesome. i turned *20* and thanks 2 every1 who said happy bday. for the people who didnt o well... im hurt that 2 of my "friends" didnt call me wen i take them out 2 eat n shit for their bdays but its ok. whatever. turkey day today was great :] every thing w/me n mike is goin well... he lives w/me now and by next january i shall have a baby :] we alreadi talked to my parents about it n shit. my moms cool with it cuz she had me wen she was 21. and i dont care to drink or not on my bday. if things go as planned and shit goes good by this comin april i should b pregnant :] im happy about it and im ready. i just hope everything goes well until then. my best friend amanda is 5 months pregnant and im flyin out 2 the christenin in June or July because im the god mother!! pretty pumped about that!!! i love her and im sooo happy 4 her! i got my lion king tickets. the show is in january then may im goin to Aruba w/my family. just wanted to update n tell every1 the good news :] i will update again but not for a while...
IM me n tell me if these r cute baby names LOL.
Boy: Joshua Michael
Damien Michael
Justin Michael
Girl: Mackenzie
Mikayla Rose
haha me n mike r such dorks. i love plannin that shit tho ya know? lol... <3 ya
hope yall had a good turkey day :]
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November 10th, 2004
08:17 pm - LAST ENTRY...
ok this is my last entry online since ppl have to ruin it 4 me... im sick of ppl sayin shit and i grew up in the past 6 months. im done with peoples bullshit. i dont give a fuck about no1 and i dont care :] my friends my lovey<3 and my family is ALLLLLLLLLLL i need in this life! ppl sucks. every1s 2 faced, jealous or juss fuckin retarted. ill still read my friends journals and comment but im done w/this one. i started a new journal @ my house on paper. i like it better that way. i read it and mike sneaks to read it lol but from now on my bizz is MY bizz. no1 elses. ill tell my close friends wut i need to and thats it. if ur a girl ur prob jealous... and if ur a dude ur prob fat n ugly n wish u had me...go get laid...that especially goes out 2 casey burke :] he IMs me EVERYDAY callin me fat... it realli is gettin old and stupid. hes just mad cuz u couldnt pay me the WORLD to go out w/him haha! but anyways.... so ya :] im all grown up and done w/baby shit.... if i DO write in here. theres no commentin and it wont b even a half of page of entry. so heres everything now..
--> my bdays on Nov 21st imma b 20 :]
--> me n mike n a few other ppl got a lodge for a weekend we're gonna go snow boarding
--> i got tickets to see the lion king play... SOOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY
--> i think im stayin in work @ Nashua NH cuz i love it there
--> next year for my 21st bday me and 6 friends (who r 21+) r goin to foxwoods and have a hotel for the weekend
--> im goin to aruba in june w/my family
--> im gettin married 9*6*07 @ promises to keep in NH & my weddin song is Amazed by lonestar :]
thats it for now... laterrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
I LOVE YOU MIKEY<333333333
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October 30th, 2004
01:26 pm - MONSTER JAM :] :] HALLOWEEN
shits been ok. mike got another job so he works there full time and stop n shop @ nite so i dont see him that much anymore but its ok cuz wen i do see him we're alot closer. we've been lookin @ apartments in NH and stuff. :] yesterday (fri) i worked all day then went to the mall w/cheri. we saw sooo many ppl there from melrose and my x sean it was pretty weird that like every1 was there. then after that we got mike and mike n cheri slept ova my house. me n mike slept on the mattress all nite and cheri got my bed. it was fun times. my poor baby is so tired. 14hrs a day i would b 2 :-/ i feel so bad lol. anyways. i was gonna go 2 the parade today but i heard there was supposta b a threat so i wasnt go so me n cheri opened my dads business instead. my dad bought $800 worth of champion red sox t shirts and we've been tryna sell them all day...me n cheri made mad signs & dressed up in the shirts n hats lol we had our own fun...fuck the parade lol. we're chillin w/ G-A-R-Y gary gary gary 2nite lol. wicked random but him n cheri talk so :] hes nice and his hair looks good not bein long lol. anywaysss im sleepin ova mikeys 2nite then me cheri paul eddie and mike r goin 2 monster jam 2morrowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!!!!!!! i cant fuckin WAITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT we're gettin bombed b4 we leave too lol. o man ive been waitin 4 this concert 4 eva im so xcited!! i took work off monday i have a docz appt in the mornin then im goin in for them from 3-6 cuz this bitch quit cuz of me... no1 cares tho its too funni! but anyways yeah so i miss my mikey<33 and i hope his jobz r doin good. this will be better for us and i know hes doin it 4 us :] ill write after the concert cuz im sure ill have LOTS to talk about <3 yas
michael<33 ur my world lovey i love youuuuu
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October 24th, 2004
03:05 pm - I GOT ANOTHER TATTOO :]
this weekend was GREATTTTTT... friday i got outta work @ 6 then went home to get readi. cheri met up w/me @ 730 then we chilled in stoneham til nicole got outta work at 930. we went up to stephs in framingham...it was fun times :] we drank a little n talked. every1 went to bed early cuz we were pooped lol. but anyways. saturday mornin cheri drove tyler home and me nicole steph and stephs man went to get tattoos...nikk got one on her hip (a jap symbol) lolol. mike (stephs man) got his initals down his arm in old english, steph got flowers n a butterly on her ankle and i got a pinkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk playboyyyyyyy bunny on my lower back n i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee it!!! the guy said he wished he had his camera cuz hed take a pic n hang it up on the wall cuz the way i asked him 2 do it was cool and thats the best one he did. i payed 100 for it and gave him $20 for a tip. then i bought a nose ring for $35 and the guy fuckin charged me $6 just for him 2 put it in. RIDICULOUS! i was pissed. i got jipped there. neva again do i go in framingham lol. but anyways. steph drove me n nicole home afta that... i got ready then picked up mike and back to stephs we went.. just us 2 this time. so it was us 2 couples sleepin there. we went to her moms friends house to watch the game on the big screen :] and we ordered pizza. it was fun :] yupzzz sooo i had a great weekend... now i need leave cuz im goin 2 the movies w/cheri ttu LATAH <3 yasssssss
Mikey i love you
my tattoo is hottttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt
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October 21st, 2004
09:46 pm - MY NEW FRIEND :]
oh man. i love work. this past two weeks there have been nuthin but fun. every1 wants me 2 stay there i was talkin to my director today (the one in nashua) and she said my other director (from billerica) is pissed cuz she knows i wanna stay cuz i like it there :-/ i dunno wut to do. hmmz ne wayssss i met a new friend. CORI...shes 20 and shes AWESOMe i loveeeeee her. we chilled a few times, i went to her house and we went on break a few times together. we go to her house, etc. shes awesome. im not even jokin the NICEST girl ive met so far. but shes too serious. so i needa break her in lol. im a jokster and every1 knows that but she takes me too seriously. i broke cheris snobby ass in ;] so im sure i cant break hers lol she laughs over everything. shes just too nice.. and her boyfriend is a sweet heart. hes 37 :-/ a little old. but theyre realli nice n cute together. so anyways. i was talkin 2 cori today at work tellin her how me n cheri got inna huge fite cuz blah blah and i told her im jealous and im lookin for a friend that i have to myself. all of her old friends screwed her over. and i dont know y. shes a sweetie. but anyways. i told her i was jealous if my best friend has other firends and all that stuff she goes "OMG MEE TOO" so i think we're gonna be good friends. she already talks about us being best friends everyday lol. and ive known her for two weeks. shes lookin for a best friend to confide in and it will only b us 2. i like it that way. this saturday we're gonna chill n then sunday im goin 2 a jewelry party w/her. she invited me.... the other day @ work i was almost cryin cuz i was havin SUCH a bad day, i had no money, gas or food. she went to her house (shes lives LEGIT across the st) and brought me back on her break a peanut butter n jelly sandwich, cookies, a drink, a lollipop and a cereal bar. i was like OMGGGGGGGGGG WHO DOESNT THAT?? lol shes great. yes CORI... ur great<33 lol i love yew! anyways. so im realli excited. this other girl jess just turned 21 and she wants to chill too but i dunno. shes like this skinny snobby "pretty" thing. i guess shes pretty for new hampshire lollololol. but shes like "we should chill sometime" i dunno. every1 tells me everyday to stay and im so fun to work w/. lol i love makin people laugh. specially cori cuz its so loud n cute lol. today we went to the store on break and she was checkin out this milato kid... shes like "DONT TELL JACK" LMAO o man.... lol i dunno. im happy my life is back together w/the whole friends situation. i met new people and have been chillin w/the old. and of course spendin time w/my michael<3 sooo yeah saturday me n cori r chillin 2 talk 2 the guy who owns her apartments cuz me n mike r lookin into it. nashuas nice and theyre apartment is ILLLLLLLLLLLLL for $880 a month. thats nuthin. plus a few bills... we figured it all out. 2 jobs each and we'll b golden... cori wants us 2 move in there soooooooooooooo bad. she realli wants to b close to me. i love it. i still love you sheila and i miss you too lol. i went to my old daycare today to visit and nitika (my fav baby if u dont know) hugged me and wouldnt let go. shes gonna b a year old soon. oh boy. i was cryin and every1 there is tellin me 2 come back 2.i dunno man. this sux... i miss everything there but i love where im at... wut should i do???? .... ill update if ne thing else happens :] prob about this weekend w/my new friend lolol <3 yassssssssss
p.s. i just got home from chillin w/cheri n matt. we went to wendys and walmart lol it was realli weird. seein her afta a fite and our friendship DEFFFFFF isnt the same. but yeah. life goes on-we both went our own ways... butttttttttttt ill always love her tho :]
Mike<33 i love you sexyyyy
MELISSA... HAPPY 21st BDAYYY GIRLLLLL didnt 4 get about uuuuuu :]
2morrow: sleepin ova stephs house for nicoles 18th bday and we're gonna get tipsyyyyyyyyyy
Saturday-goin w/steph n nikk to get tats... then chillin w/cori... then seein my babyyyy ... WORLD SERIESSSSSSSSSSS<3333333333333
Sunday- jewelry party w/cori then w/my michael<333
p.s.s..... bronson arroyo is DOPEEEEEEEEE and so is kapplarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
*byezzZZ*
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October 17th, 2004
08:37 am - O Boy :[
well to start things off...thursday i had the BEST day until we went to see mikes dad in the hospital :[ me n jess went for a ride on our break around in nashua. it was sooo fun! i realli like it there and i alreadi met 2 friends and theyre my age :] jess is chill. cori's realli quiet but i can break her in lol. so thursday the director calls me in her office and tells me that im doin such a great job and and every1 loves me 2 death and wants me 2 stay there forever. then i got in my room and the rooms are shared but theres a wall n little door goin 2 the other infant room. so i went in there for a minute to talk to this woman thats been there for 11 yrs-massie... and shes tellin me how cori needs to stop bossin me around cuz shes only been there for 3 weeks and shes an assistant...shes like "you know what ur doin n we know that ur responsible... you should tell traci (the director) on monday what she keeps TELLING you to do" ....i like cori and im not one to rat some1 out. so im not gonna say ne thing im juss gunna wait til im qualified then TOTALLY take over the room. shes 2 nice 2 be mean 2 lol. so anyways. i was happy cuz they said i was gonna be the lead teacher in there :]:] im supposed to just stay in nashua til january cuz my work in billerica has no hours 4 me until then but i think imma stay in nashua 4 eva cuz i love it there..<3 :] so anyways. i called my doctors after work and all my blood tests came out great :] that made me REALLI happy cuz after all the shit food i eat.. i thought my cholestrol would b bad. so i had a great day i was in such a great mood. i was on my way 2 school but just ended up runnin in, talkin 2 the teacher, passin all my stuff in and leavin. me n mike went to mass general to see his dad... for those of you who dont know, he has 5 weeks to live...he had a brain tumor on the right side of his head he has surgery and it came back bigger... now he has one on the right side TOO :[ o man. so we were there, wen we got there all his family left so it was just me n him. his dad was sleepin then all of a sudden woke up and started to puke EVERYWHERE... all over my white pants :[ ickkkyyy... so mike cleaned him all up in the hospital bathroom then we took him outside for a ciggarette.. *SHHHHHHHH* lol. he NEEDED ONE!!! he started to seizure so i RAN For help cryin my eyes out while mike stayed with him... omg... this poor man isnt doin good. hes finally home but they gave him 7 days-5 weeks. it sucks. and he knows hes dyin now cuz the doc told him b4 he left the hospital. i love mikes dad and i love mike. ive been there for mike thru everything so far and im not leavin his side. hang in there lou...we love you<3
friday-we just stayed in all nite. we were too upset to do anything. we slept @ my house
saturday-he took my car to work from 7-12 then came to my house to pick up me n my mom cuz we hadda b in stoneham @ this ladys house... for mary kay she gave us facials n put makeup on us. it was fun. my mom spent $80 on my makeup. i felt so bad lol. i wanted like EVERYTHING lol. so mike picked us up 2 hrs later @ that womans house..he dropped her off @ the bizz and we went to his house... no1 was home so we decided to *you know what* his mom walked in on us... soooooooooo EMBARRASING!!! lol and im only writin about it cuz it neva happened b4 lol. thank god she dont care or else we'd b DEAD lol. so after that incident we left there and went 2 my house... kristen n her man picked us up and we all went to Witchs Woods in westford. it was cold but we had sooo much fun! each line was like an hr-2 hr wait tho cuz they only have 4 attractions and since spooky world is closed, every1 was there lol. but we had fun. we drove home around midnite... i was supposta sleep @ mikes house but it was so late n we were so tired we just slept here..
today- mikes workin @ 2 and im goin out :] :]
ill update soon <3 yasssssss
MichaeL<3 i love you with all of my heart <3333333333333333333333
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October 11th, 2004
06:59 am - My Drunk Ass & The Wedding :]
o mannnnnnnnnnnnn! NO WEEKEND LIKE THIS WEEKEND!!!!!!!! this weekend was greatttttttttt...i think on friday?? not sure. me n mike went to the movies w/kristen n her boyfriend. we saw shark tales.. it was sooooo good and sooo not a kids movie lol
saturday was awesomeeee...steph met me @ my dads store in stoneham. we took my car we were goin to the topsfield fair just us two. we waited for an hour 1/2 and didnt even get to the 1st parking lot. so we fuckin turned around and went back to stoneham. watta wasteee lol so from there we were tryna decide wut 2 do... we went down 2 the boys and girls club lol i wanted to play bingo but we didnt end up going there. then we thought about plaster fun time, movies, bowlin. we said fuck it lol by then it was 5:00 and we were juss like whatever. we came 2 my house n met karyn here at 730. from there we left for framingham. it was sooo fun that nite. we got there about 9ish after drivin around and callin reids fone... "blub blub.. this is ur fone im drownin @ the bottom of dug pond... karyn: TELL DUG I SAID WUT UP LMAO!!!!!!!! o man that was TOOOOOO funni! reids g/f made him throw his cell fone in a pond cuz she doesnt want him talkin to ANYONEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE except for her. haha mad funni. i thought i was bad... f that theres soo much worse out there than me! :] im happy now. so anyways we got to stephs and her boyfriend ran to the packy for us. we got 2 six packs of mikes cranberry. i had 3 and i was gone. i SUCKKKKKKKKKKKKK! we had sooo much fun! we played about of drinkin games.. JUST US 3 lol and we were fuckin ROLLIN all nite<333 it was awesome. then later on like 11 or 12 tom, rob<333 :] and his friend came over. robs my best boy friend besides mike<3 :] and im sooo glad i got to see him again. i juss went up there 2 see him last month but still. i love him :] so we had fun. they were all raggin on me cuz we watched uninvited guest. an i thought the person who they all thought was hott was keanu reeves. come to find out we were watchin a BLACKKKKKKKKKK movie lol im so blonde. durin the drinkin games there was a thing called and MC... MICROPHONE CONNECTICUT... leave it 2 me yuppp thats wut i said MC standed for. steph n karyn were fuckin ROLLIN. omg it realli was so much fun. tom left @ like 2. and we all went to bed. sunday mornin steph woke up w/her mike and drove me n karyn 2 my house. from there i got my mike<3 and we chilled here for a little until he went to work @ 2. after he left my house and took my car i got readi for my weddin..i looked cute. i work this dress i wore for my winter ball senior year. its short n like sparkly. i wore my big brown long jacket over it w/the fur on it and my hair was done. i thought i looked cute anyways mike didnt get 2 see me :[ he was so upset lol. the weddin was fuckin BEAUTIFUL and it just wanted to make me get married RITE THERE im not jokin. it was awesome. i had EVERYONEEEEEEEEE from my work CRACKING UP the whole nite... it was great. i love makin people laugh and ithink thats wut im best at. and i love it<3 they took pictures of me and everything. o man! it was realli fun. they think im hilarious. imma miss them the 3 months im gone from them :[ but my director traci told me @ the weddin if any new kids come b4 january theyre takin me back that week. i hope that happens :] so every1 was offerin to buy me drinks and i kept sayin no cuz i didnt feel too good from stephs house.. i had a couple glasses of champaigne then went up and danced... OMGG IT WAS GREATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT! i cant explain it enuff. they did a game in the middle of the floor the bride and groom faced back to back and he hadda see how well he knew his bride. he got almost all the answers rite. it was realli cute. i realli wanna get married soon. i came in last nite @ midnite. mike was sleepin on my couch... i gave him a big hug n kiss and he was too tired to even move :[ my feelings got so hurt so we just went in my room and went to bed. he didnt feel good or somethin but i was hurt cuz i was so happy 2 see him after the weddin *bLaH* whatever. imma brat. lol i want him to be lovey 24/7 but that just doesnt happen after 2 yrs of goin out lol. he usually is but i like it to be wen i wanna cuddle lol. o wellz. mike<3 i love you baby even if ur oscar the grouch sumtimes i still love youuuuu
sooo yeah today im chillin w/steph n nicole...
2morrow: workin in nashua 930-6 :-/ blehh long day! i usually work 8-4 or 9-4 o well. we'll see wut happens.
imma be teacher qualified next monthhh and my bdays comin uppppp :] so xcited!
this saturday my moms havin a TINY mary kay party... girlyyy timeeee for the make up :] so fun! k, well ill update soon <3 yassssss
<3 the MC of the niteeeeeeeeeeeee WHAT WHATTTTTTTTTTTTT *hahahahaha*
steph n karyn i love you guys
MichaeL<3 my world theres nuthin i would ever want more<3
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October 7th, 2004
06:29 pm - My New Job In Nashua HA!
yeah so i went to my work today to visit... they dont have hours 4 me until january so guess where im workin til january?? NASHUA NH!! im sooo--> pissed! i dont get christmas or my bday @ my daycare. and plus the ride there everyday for 3 months im soo heated! mike came in the daycare w/me today we stayed for an hour in my infant room and all i did was hold my fav baby and cry. imma miss them so much. theyre like MY OWN kids...im so hurt. but i need the money so i gutta do wut i gutta do ya know? :[ i guess lifes not ALWAYS gonna go my way lol. so we left there around 12. got mikes check, then went to fleet to cash mine in, and we couldnt. so anyways, off to the topsfield fair we went. we got there @ like 230. we ate, went on rides, pet the animals, and walked around. this one dude workin @ one of the carnival game things suckered mike into playin. he ended up spendin $50 to win me a huge stuffed animal. FIFTY FUCKIN DOLLARS!! i was sooo mad... not @ mike @ the guy. they fuckin suck! but i appreciated the gift. it WAS cute. its a cow w/brown spots. i picked it out lol. i call him MOO COW :] so yea... it was fun tho. i never had this much fun w/a guy in my life. he seriously fuckin spoils me 2 the core. i know ppl say its bad and blah blah but im not the greedy time. i aint money hungry so i have nuthin 2 worry about. so we had such a great time. just us 2 cuties strollin along in topsfield lol. then we went in a haunted house there and we could only walk 1 by 1 thats how small it was... my fat ass just fit thru it all lololol. this wicked loud noise @ the end and it was PITCH black. mike hadda LEGIT feel around the walls to see where we were going. the noise scared me i started cryin and told mike he went out the emergency exit... :'[ im such a pussy but it realli was scary... we ended up gettin out and ill neva go back in lol. o man good times mikey<33 lol. soooo after that we ended up leavin there @ 6 then meetin my parents & aunt @ the outback. it was my grandmothers 83rd bday. o man<3 shes so fuckin cute! i cant STAND IT! it was fun im soooo full rite now lol. now we're home n about to go 2 bed.....
Tomorrows Schedule- nashua NH to visit the ppl imma b workin with then from 4:00 on i have nuthin 2 do. every1s workin :[ ill prob juss watch the sox game by myself lol. if u wanna chill lemme know!
Saturday- topsfield fair w/just mikes mom and dad. mikes @ work all day.
Sunday- weddinggggg for a girl @ work. tammys pickin me up @ 415 then we're on our way and im gettin sooooooo drunk. already warned every1 in my house lol. good times. i cant wait!!
i cant WAIT for this weekend. im so fuckin pumpeddddddd :] im scared to start my new job for 3 months but i gutta do it. i dunno. we'll see. ill let ya kno how it goes... well, ill update soon <3 yasssss
MichaeL<33 didnt think id EVER love again. i love you baby<33 thanks for makin my life so special
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October 6th, 2004
12:41 pm - hEyYy!
its me again! nuthin realli interesting has happened! i havent chilled w/ne1 cept karyn n mike... n ive been talkin 2 steph kree n nikk. but thats about it. i like it this way. me n cheri have been arguin back n forth ova the fone but thats about it. ANYWAYYYYYSSSSSS... i slept @ karyns on sunday night... good times. we pole danced, sang, went online, bothered people and then went ta bed. i hadda wake up monday mornin @ 930 to be home by 1030 cuz i had a doctors appt. i got 4 tubes of blood taken from me cuz they wanted to check my cholestrol, liver & kidney, thyroid, sugar and pregnancy. blah blah... :[ i had mike drive my car back to the business cuz i was 2 weak to drive lol. so we opened the business early on monday. it was only like 12:00. i 4 get wut we did that nite but he slept ova. last nite (tues) was chill. mike had my car all night @ work. karyn picked me up in STO @ the bizz @ like 5ish... WHAT A TRIPPPPPPPPPP we went to bentley college to see her friends and cuzin. we couldnt get ahold of ne1 cuz they were either in FOOTBALL PRACTICE or fuckin class lol. so from 6-745 we chilled @ bentley callin people 187464767856499 TIMES!! lol. we went thru a trip 2. 1st every1 was lookin @ us like WTF... 2nd we pulled over for 30minutes in this parking lot, come to find out---> it was a fuckin jewish high school.... hickey thank god i didnt yell kyke LMAO! ;] o man. we had fun laughin together. then some 40yr old mexican lady answered jay feldmans fone posing as his g/f... we were fuckin DYING LAUGHIN it was soooo funni. i dunno. good times. so anyways by 745 we got ahold of her cuzin. we chilled in his dorm til like 830 then we bounced. it was sooo funni him and his 2 other friends were there doin homework and they were all confused cuz it was philosophy. ha! yeah like id EVER make it to a good college. i was laughin rite along w/them lol. we talked 2 some pretty random people on the way in tryna fuckin find our way around in that huge all college. it was mad funni tho... all the money they pay and they dont have bathrooms or showers in their rooms. its in the hallway thru a door. pretty gross if u ask me all peoples scaly dirty smelly feet from doin sports n shit *EWWWWWWWWWWW*. my girls in boston have their own shower and bathroom. its sooo much easier that way lol. o man! i dunno. but we had fun i guess. more road trips like that 1 lol. after that me n karyn went back to the bizz for abit then went to my house n she slept ova. we were sooo BEAT. we fell like rite to sleep. now im @ the bizz tryna type up a research paper for school thats due next week...im here all alone n im scared lol but yeh decided 2 write real quick.... 2nite im goin out w/kristen and her man and mike to the movies... well, update soon! <3 yasssss
I Love You MichaeL<33 :-*
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